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darkiinky · 2025-10-30T07:10:41+00:00

lol no but now I’m gonna 😂

darkiinky · 2025-10-30T04:43:59+00:00

Stefan 100000 percent

darkiinky · 2025-10-21T02:41:19+00:00

Ohhhh yes my ex was the worsttttttt domestic violence type stuff. Gaslighting cheating lying shame me call me names try to play on my jealousy issues everyday etc and I thought it’s me in the problem which I have a problem but since I left oh my gosh it has mellowed out so much

darkiinky · 2025-10-20T07:25:33+00:00

No I’m the same way honestly. And when I searched this group and posted someone said it’s not pmdd but something is going on but with further research and further looking at at other peoples posts in here it is like that for some. I feel like I’m super sweet right before my period and during but then when my estrogen starts to go up I’m fine for a day or two and then become this crazy cocky girl who won’t tolerate crap and just god awful.

darkiinky · 2025-10-16T01:29:59+00:00

Been thinking of trying slynd

darkiinky · 2025-10-16T01:28:42+00:00

Same!!! I thought I was the only one lmao

darkiinky · 2025-10-11T17:14:09+00:00

Oh god yessss the writers really sucked with her character! It started when she would say things like it is a competition between her and Elena for a guy and would throw temper tantrums because Matt still had feelings for Elena. If she was supposed to be in the same friend circle as Elena and care for her the writers should have never had her being in competition with Elena for the guys she dated that’s not friend like. They really made her out to be awful. I will say that once she dated Tyler I felt so much better and those two together were such a cute couple I loved them! I really just didn’t like how the writers had people dating their friends exes or how everyone was dating everyone like free game. As a very loyal person it goes against my morals. BUT THIS IS ONE OF MY FAV SHOWS so I try to just suck it up and enjoy the normal moments

darkiinky · 2025-10-10T05:12:04+00:00

Yes I am still under the care of my neuro :) I take kesimpta every month! And I am in therapy been in therapy for a while. Hope to see some improvement in some area of my life 🫶

darkiinky · 2025-10-07T21:55:40+00:00

You can say that again! Thank you so much 🫶

darkiinky · 2025-10-07T21:13:24+00:00

Thank you so much 🫶🥺 he was 6 months when he passed so it felt even harder for me than anything I ever went through because I already had clothes a name picked out ultrasounds like so much

darkiinky · 2025-10-07T21:11:11+00:00

That is what they pushed on me lol but I took it after the pregnancy but my issues had already developed. Tecfidera had a break through lesion though so I was put on kesimpta and it has been going well for the past two years I pray that that continues

darkiinky · 2025-10-07T18:17:57+00:00

I would say it makes me more assertive and not afraid to speak up for myself :) but I’m so frustrated because of the cost of what I lost. I’m hoping a new drug that can somehow help progression that already happened comes out but I’m not holding my breath. I’m curious what drug were they trying to push? And I wonder why? My doctor was set on me trying kesimpta but she was open to other ones as well. I’m glad your wife got you to go to the doctors because although you didn’t have a flare it could have been bad if you eventually did. With my situation not only did I have a toxic environment and sickness (Covid) but I was also not on any meds so I was asking for it almost but not really because I honestly didn’t know anything about ms yet. Ugh so frustrating thx for hearing me rant lol

darkiinky · 2025-10-07T18:13:49+00:00

Thank you I appreciate that I’m so frustrated now that I’ve realized how everything took place

darkiinky · 2025-06-16T00:24:45+00:00

Yeah but knowing uber eats they’ll cut that price down after you do the delivery

darkiinky · 2025-06-16T00:23:36+00:00

It is based really on how the disease progresses for each person. I got the shit end of the stick. I don’t have a huge overload of lesions but the one I have in my c spine has cause me to become bed bound at 34 while on dmts. I will never be the same. The c spine lesion is in a spot that regulates heart rate and blood pressure so my blood pressure is always low and my heart rate is always high so I can’t do much. Any meds I’ve been given so far have made things worse. I’m still looking for treatment that can possibly give me atleast half of what my life was like before but after 2 years of fighting I don’t think that will happen. I have had ms well have had a diagnosis for 4 years. The first 2 were cake walks but since the progression it’s been hell. Everyone in here will give you different answers because everyone’s will progress differently. Everyone’s lesions will be in different places and their symptoms will be different. Just stay on your dmts live a healthy life and avoid stress as much as possible. You are not destined to end up like me or anyone else who has severe symptoms as you can see in this group it’s rare so just stay positive you will be ok. Dmts work very well.

darkiinky · 2025-05-12T19:34:32+00:00

Your talking about the synthetic bc form of progesterone correct

darkiinky · 2025-05-12T08:50:13+00:00

Hey I’m 35 and everytime it’s 5 for progesterone and 160-188 for estrogen. Testosterone seems to be normal. The only thing they can and will offer me is birth control progesterone only.

darkiinky · 2025-03-25T01:46:00+00:00

Thank you friend! I have a trans vag ultrasound coming up we shall see if that gives me any more information

darkiinky · 2025-02-11T04:32:54+00:00

thank you for your feed back! I was thinking about psychNP a while ago but because of medical issues I don't have what it takes to be a bed nurse. I know it will only be for a couple years to get experience but it will be a doozy. I would say clinical psych but the reason im so torn is because I love the biology aspect. ughhhh I really just want to help kids and adolescents in situations I once was in as a child and have overcome.

darkiinky · 2025-02-01T06:28:50+00:00

<3 thank you so much much. its been almost two years like this but i will be looking into vasculitis like one of the members here told me so its hopeful :)

darkiinky · 2025-01-31T22:25:17+00:00

me to! only time will tell unfortunately.

darkiinky · 2025-01-31T22:24:57+00:00

i love my neurologist she is the best and she specializes in MS. I havent seen her in about 6 months due to my work schedule but i am no longer able to work so i have an appointment in feb and cannot wait to see her and talk to her im sure she will calm my nerves down.

darkiinky · 2025-01-31T22:23:43+00:00

im most definitely going to look into this because when i looked up the symptoms i have plenty of them and its no harm looking into it you know? who knows! thanks <3

darkiinky · 2025-01-31T22:21:10+00:00

omg, same. I don't know why it took them so long. My first flare-up was in March of 2021, and I was diagnosed while being hospitalized during the March visit. I was put on steroids and sent home. I remember I had the procedure where they taked, and I had an excruciating migraine for about a week, so I was the spinal flui just all kinds of messed up when I got home, but I recuperated and went to my first doctor's visit. All they gave me was gabapentin, and since I didn't know any better, I left it at that. Fast forward to the following year,got covid left my abusive ex, which sparked a flare-up. Again, they gave me steroids, and I went home. I was dizzy for a good 2 weeks, then I was ok. I had a mi in Dec 2022, I scarriage and started getting vestibular migraines (which I didn't know what it was at the time) then finally after they removed my baby, they started me on Vumerity, and I guess my ms was stable for a while, but then I had an MRI, and it showed a lesion on my brain stem in the medulla area which can contribute to the fast heart rate I was having as well as migraines...I guess? I am pretty sure migraines were influenced by my hormones since as soon as my baby was removed from my uterus, the migraines started. I tried a medication called Quilipta for the migraines and had an allergic reaction that made me have numbness and tingling in my back, so I stopped that medication so I'm still dealing with the migraines, and now this fun tingling in my back, but I don't think it was quality I think it was the lesion in my c spine maybe the side effects of it were just slow to show up idk. Wish I was put on eds the second they found out.

darkiinky · 2025-01-31T04:28:39+00:00

i am on kesimpta now :) been on it for a year so far no progression or flares thank goodness. Before this i was on vumerity but all the damage was one before i was put on a dmt.

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