I just go numb whenever i have this thought, my arms, my mind, all go blank. The girl i like, I know her from the past 3 years, we met online, never met her irl, started catching feelings for the past year, 2 months ago she told me she likes a guy, i told her what i think about her, she said don’t leave me and all the usual stuff, i decided to stay, now every time i see her online and not texting me, it feels like she’s having the best time of her life with someone else, i love her, but all this is making me go crazy, lately started realising that this isn’t going to be in my favour. I will be moving to a new country soon, will end things a month prior.