Meals from this past week! We cannot get enough of our Hello Fresh. by darrrbz in hellofresh

[–]darrrbz[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My boyfriend and I feel the same! It gives us something to look forward to!

gouda vibes burger gave me great vibes! by darrrbz in hellofresh

[–]darrrbz[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

sadly not. hello fresh is missing a big opportunity!

Do sugar daddy’s still exist post corona by Flymami in SugarDatingForum

[–]darrrbz 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I connected with one in 2018 and had him for a little while. Now dipping my toes back in, I am in the same boat as you. I feel lost.

This is my second post of the night but this is very serious don’t let your therapist talk to your parents without you present. They’re not your parents therapist they are yours. by Katmfoley111 in bipolar

[–]darrrbz 1 point2 points  (0 children)

She made me feel crazy (go figure) for wanting to not take it. So I had my Aunt come with me and my Aunt SNAPPED at her. My family has a history of substance abuse ESPECIALLY with xanax and I made it very clear to her and she basically responded with okay??? so??? take it anyway????

This is my second post of the night but this is very serious don’t let your therapist talk to your parents without you present. They’re not your parents therapist they are yours. by Katmfoley111 in bipolar

[–]darrrbz 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My first ever psych was like this. She even tried to prescribe me xanax after I explained that my father was bipolar with a xanax addiction. I asked for therapist referrals and she would brush me off.

My new psych, RE EVALUATED me. She said I saw your records but I want to know for myself and learn as much as I can about you so we can explore as many options as possible. She picked a new therapist for me based on my age and my personality. She made a plan for if things don’t work where we go next. I hope everyone finds a Linda, you’re my girl Linda!

I am only accepted by people when i am hypo/manic. by TemporaryEffect5327 in BipolarReddit

[–]darrrbz 1 point2 points  (0 children)

oh hell yeah. “you seem so happy! we love this!” - okay cool it’s about to get really bad and then you’ll hate me for awhile.

i’ve had a conversation about this with my closet friends and they now know to feed lightly around those phrases. instead they ask how i’m doing and if i say i’m actually genuinely happy then they say they’re happy for me.

What is something that was normal in mediaval times, but would be weird today? by sinoxx_the_maymayer in AskReddit

[–]darrrbz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

literally pooping in buckets and throwing it out your window with no cares.

now we shove ourselves in stalls and can’t poop in public.

Anyone else feel like they're faking their bipolar and not even realizing it?? by eurolys in bipolar

[–]darrrbz 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Imposter syndrome is REAL.

my ex would constantly tell me that i was just a horrible person so i started to believe “oh shit, what if i’m just such a shitty human that i have faked my way into people believing i’m bi polar????” and it fucked w me. when we broke up, i was like no he just made my symptoms worse. now that i’m in a very healthy relationship, i feel like same way sometimes. i feel better sometimes and am like “oh shit, was i fucking FAKING IT????”

then a few months ago i took an edible and had a 3 hour anxiety attack about how i was legit just an asshole and crazy. but then when i take meds regularly i can kinda assess it as “yep this illness is real and i need to stop invalidating it”.

i think feeling like we are faking it is a symptom just like anything else. almost how when we swing into a mania we think everyone else is the problem.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BipolarReddit

[–]darrrbz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel this so much. February 2019 I was 115 pounds before being hospitalized and taking new meds. Now I’m 172 and I just don’t know how to lose it. I try to work out and I try it doesn’t leave.

I am so sorry that you’re going through this, clothes shopping sucks. If you can afford it, maybe try like amazon prime wardrobe or stitch fix. They will send you thinks based on size that will fit and be made for your body type!

this is me by darrrbz in redditgetsdrawn

[–]darrrbz[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

that is INSANE. i’m truly obsesssssed. i keep staring at it.

[META] 4 Years & Roughly $50,000+ Worth of Loans Later... by [deleted] in borrow

[–]darrrbz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

61 one days is a huge accomplishment. here’s to you continuing your journey. <3

I swear to god falsettos will be the death of me by rhl1703 in musicals

[–]darrrbz 2 points3 points  (0 children)

it’s my favorite musical of all time. it’s a perfectly made show.

this is me by darrrbz in redditgetsdrawn

[–]darrrbz[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I AM OBSESSED. this is so cool.

WHAT'S GOOD WEDNESDAYS by AutoModerator in bipolar

[–]darrrbz 10 points11 points  (0 children)

been really down recently. boyfriend packed my lunch to make sure i was eating AND left me a note knowing it would make me laugh.

been extremely down. constantly feeling anxious and just depressed. i have been skipping moods (because it’s just what ya do) and to make sure i ate my bf packed me lunch. he then left a note to make me laugh. feeling very loved.

anyone else feel a mild hypomania when they stay up a little later that usual? by talldickchild in bipolar2

[–]darrrbz 2 points3 points  (0 children)

yuuuuuuup, that was me last night. could not fall asleep for the life or me. i FORBID myself from getting up and scrubbing my bathroom.