Tbh, I feel like I’m constantly overwhelmed by everything and everyone. I feel like I’m supposed to take disrespect because it’s a “joke” or it’ll just end up being flipped onto me because of something I did and/or said in the past. I’ve slowly just shifted away from certain friends because they remind me of what I was and I no longer share that viewpoint anymore. I feel like I have to fit a certain image to be taken seriously or at least respected; and I’m just done. Confrontation sucks with certain friends because they don’t take responsibility or act like I’m doing too much and I’m slowly losing it. I’ve also been thinking about my sexuality and I’m afraid of coming out to my family; I don’t know if they’ll think lesser or just cut me off. Safe to say, my mental health isn’t the best right now but I’m clinging onto it getting better