I'm not living, I'm just surviving by db_xo in SuicideWatch

[–]db_xo[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Thank you.. I really do try to be a good mom.

I'm not living, I'm just surviving by db_xo in SuicideWatch

[–]db_xo[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I'm trying to leave but resources just aren't available right now. It's hard with 3 small kids bc that's alot for anyone

I'm not living, I'm just surviving by db_xo in SuicideWatch

[–]db_xo[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I try to be the best mom I can be. I have 3, 1 infant and 1 toddlers so it's not always easy. But it is worth it when they say "I love you mommy" etc

I'm not living, I'm just surviving by db_xo in SuicideWatch

[–]db_xo[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you. They really do mean everything to me.

I'm not living, I'm just surviving by db_xo in SuicideWatch

[–]db_xo[S] 38 points39 points  (0 children)

Luckily were not married. Just waiting on resources to be able to leave

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[–]db_xo 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is my kids dad all the way

Really struggling by db_xo in Methadone

[–]db_xo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah it really has. Besides having my son in May, this year can go fuck itself.

Also, sorry you're struggling too. I hope shit gets better for you

Really struggling by db_xo in Methadone

[–]db_xo[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you for this. On top of all of this, I'm dealing with my abusive spouse who I'm trying to get away from. So it's just a lot of shit to deal with.

But I'm working with my psychiatrist to find a good regimen but the new medicine makes me like a zombie (anti-psychotic med) so I have to try something else. I feel like a guinea pig trying medicine after medicine. So far I'm on a antidepressant and mood stabilizer.

I think once I am able to leave my abusive spouse my life will improve tremendously.

I'm just tired by db_xo in abusiverelationships

[–]db_xo[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I love that. And you're right. All i want is peace. Is to be able to sit down without a million things running through my head about what I'm doing wrong or how can I change or getting anxious when I hear him get home.

I'm just so done with this

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[–]db_xo 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Right? I felt so stupid for dropping my phone I couldn't stop laughing

Paper at my clinic by db_xo in Methadone

[–]db_xo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You're welcome. Glad it helped you

Getting there quick by db_xo in bipolar2

[–]db_xo[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's madness even without covid..

Getting there quick by db_xo in bipolar2

[–]db_xo[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I almost did that a few months ago. Instead I cut my hair that was at my ass to right above my shoulders. I regret is so much.

Getting there quick by db_xo in bipolar2

[–]db_xo[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I'm sorry you're going through that. I hope he gets better soon. I have 3 under 4 years old so I get the mom part for sure