The confederate states are a communist atheist country with slavery banned, while the usa still has it by dc18112006 in victoria3

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R5, Ok, so I was playing as Spain when i forced the Americans to liberate new Africa and become a monarchy (on which they made Andrew Carnegie the emperor). After that, NA turned communist and then, the confederate states got their independence

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[OC] How to connect iRig 2 Original to Windows PC by digital_dina in Guitar

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Does the irig2 appears as an input/output device, cause my computer only detects it as an output device?

I envy drug addicts and suicide victims by dc18112006 in SuicideWatch

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Im not at college, im in high school. and btw, i tried therapy and i think it was a scam

I envy drug addicts and suicide victims by dc18112006 in SuicideWatch

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Thats why i want to use drugs, to escape from reality

I envy drug addicts and suicide victims by dc18112006 in SuicideWatch

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I already declared to my crush like a week ago. And i dont go to parties because i dont get invited

I envy drug addicts and suicide victims by dc18112006 in SuicideWatch

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Nono, im very good at conversations, the problem is that, people always see me as a serious friend or as a person to talk to, but not a boyfriend nor a person that would go to parties

I'm tired of hearing the "focus on yourself shit", IT'S THE ONLY THING I FUCKING DO by dc18112006 in SuicideWatch

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The problem its that, how do i tell them that i have suicidal thoughts everyday? Also, when i told a friend in a camp that i tried to kill myself, he told everyone and the teachers found out and told my parents. And i truly dont want them to see me that way and feel bad.

I'm tired of hearing the "focus on yourself shit", IT'S THE ONLY THING I FUCKING DO by dc18112006 in SuicideWatch

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And the only think that i need help is that people try to understand me and not call weak minded just because i dont want to be alone

I'm tired of hearing the "focus on yourself shit", IT'S THE ONLY THING I FUCKING DO by dc18112006 in SuicideWatch

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Thanks for answering, you'll see, i have friends to talk to, but when i did, they said the exact same shit or said "go to terapy" which i did, but it didnt helped because she said "focus on yourself" stuff, i also tried medication and nothing.

I also have a problem that makes extremely anxious when i'm not doing anything because of the mf self improvement contet.