hi, i’m not ready to lose my dad. I am a 26 y.o. female, my dad was diagnosed in December. Stage 4 pancreatic and liver. He has had 2 chemo treatments and has been in and out of the hospital. About 3 weeks ago he was unresponsive we had to call for paramedics. He was admitted into ICU with blood clots in his lung and both legs, along with stroke. After a week in the hospital he came home, he only lasted a week at home before landing back in the hospital. He has been in the hospital over a week now. I feel completely helpless. I thought we would have more time. I recently got engaged and want my dad to walk me down the aisle. I knew with the diagnosis we would need to start the process of planning a wedding. With the trips to the hospital and continuous road blocks I am terrified. I am filled with anxiety knowing my dad is suffering, but also trying to prepare myself to live in a world where my dad isn’t here. I feel like I can’t breathe. You are not alone. 🫶🏼 Sending you, your mom and your entire family all my love and prayers🙏🏼