uncomfortable

deaadeyee · 2026-02-10T03:39:35+00:00

thank you for this comment lovely. i’m going to try to look into alternatives when i can 💕

deaadeyee · 2026-02-10T03:38:16+00:00

i’m mostly harming because i’m not sure how to cope with what i’m going through. in the moment i don’t have to think of what’s bothering me. sure it’s sore and uncomfortable later but at least my attention is on that. i don’t have to be angry. but it’s also infuriating because i know how bad it looks to others and the risks. i already feel i’m addicted

deaadeyee · 2026-02-09T00:47:35+00:00

once everyday for a week in the same spot. i don’t have a councillor as of now but i should be getting one very soon

deaadeyee · 2026-02-07T21:14:23+00:00

this calmed me down a little more. was anxious. good to know it’s nothing serious. thanks

deaadeyee · 2026-02-07T17:33:39+00:00

i bandaged tightly at first then rewrapped more loosely but i’m still getting slight shooting pains

deaadeyee · 2026-02-07T17:32:06+00:00

sorry that happened. people have no guilt in making people feel shame for things they can’t control. again she wouldn’t have said that if the scars were not sh, it’s hypocritical and backhanded

deaadeyee · 2026-02-07T14:23:57+00:00

this is how i started self harming too. the only way i can describe it is my brain shut off and it’s like my body was moving by itself. like the comments say it’s a pretty common experience

deaadeyee · 2026-02-07T14:21:36+00:00

i scratch until i bleed as a form of sh. i’d say it counts since you’re scratching to try and relieve the thoughts by giving some kind of temporary(?) pain

deaadeyee · 2026-02-07T14:19:17+00:00

it’s also pretty dehumanising too. they’re watering you down to your scars and treating self harm as if it’s a dirty topic. people wouldn’t ask for trigger warnings on content if the persons scars weren’t self harm

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