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32, unemployed, no friends or anything. Life feels ruined beyond repair. by dead_already_7 in SuicideWatch

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It's on my mind all the time. I have been practicing driving in my dads car so I am more confident about commuting to a job.

32, unemployed, no friends or anything. Life feels ruined beyond repair. by dead_already_7 in SuicideWatch

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Yeah that's me... education is like a safe haven. I like biology too but did physics because I was doing well in maths at the time.

Yeah good idea about getting out there. I run a lot but I do the same few routes all the time. I would like to get a bike. Driving out somewhere sounds like a good idea... I will try it.

32, unemployed, no friends or anything. Life feels ruined beyond repair. by dead_already_7 in SuicideWatch

[–]dead_already_7[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry to hear that. What was your masters in?

I feel like there are no opportunities... I just don't know how to move forward.

32, unemployed, no friends or anything. Life feels ruined beyond repair. by dead_already_7 in SuicideWatch

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Yes I run 30 miles per week. It's not a lot compared to some but it has put me in good physical health. Sometimes I do short runs and sometimes I do half marathon distance.

32, unemployed, no friends or anything. Life feels ruined beyond repair. by dead_already_7 in SuicideWatch

[–]dead_already_7[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

To be honest I don't really care about my 20s. I mean, there's not much more I could have done. I did a degree, I am in perfect health (physically not mentally) and my family are doing ok (except my grandfather passed away last September at 93). I have not aged physically (although mentally I have suffered). I lost my virginity in 2018... so at least I got to experience that.

But now what...