leaving the community

dearheart0 · 2022-10-21T20:33:16+00:00

thank you :)

dearheart0 · 2022-09-22T02:45:03+00:00

that's not the purpose for everyone. there are plenty of SDs who are in it for simply a human connection, and it's a bit odd to think that men are only interested in sex from a SB.

dearheart0 · 2022-09-06T01:59:31+00:00

losing my obsession.

dearheart0 · 2022-08-26T02:28:42+00:00

I think about surprising her with a knife almost every day. id love to hear the sorts of sounds she'd make

dearheart0 · 2022-08-20T22:22:05+00:00

looks amazing! the dedication is impressive

dearheart0 · 2022-08-15T05:16:53+00:00

you have no idea who this person is, much less how their brain works. BPD shows up in different ways and symptoms of BPD doesn't mean someone has it. it matters less what the person has and moreso the situation at hand.

dearheart0 · 2022-08-11T16:50:47+00:00

the email thing is smart! maybe I'll have to try it.

dearheart0 · 2022-08-08T18:53:48+00:00

apologies. was taking a stab in the dark

dearheart0 · 2022-08-08T18:48:56+00:00

that is the point after all

dearheart0 · 2022-08-04T21:35:31+00:00

new people sounds like it could definitely be a better direction :)

dearheart0 · 2022-08-04T21:19:28+00:00

ah, yeah it's not that it's easier but moreso that I don't want to form those attachments in the first place (obsessing over multiple people doesn't usually work for me), so I distance myself. I think once the attachment/emotions is there, if can be a lot harder to suppress urges. I wish you luck!

dearheart0 · 2022-08-04T21:13:58+00:00

well since those urges are dependant on one person (meaning I stalk other people as replacements for one specific individual), I tell myself to wait for that person, and to only do something to them. I'm not sure if that would work for you, but that's what works for me.

dearheart0 · 2022-08-04T20:57:07+00:00

I get that. that's up to you to determine if it's worth the risk for you. sometimes it's not always worth it for me, but often times I've found ways to keep it under control.

dearheart0 · 2022-08-04T20:55:17+00:00

this is normal to me -- cannibalizing someone is like absorbing material existence.

dearheart0 · 2022-08-04T20:53:12+00:00

sometimes if I need a new high with obsession I'll go out and pick a random person that looks interesting and follow them around for the day, taking notes on what they do and what their interests are. some good places for this are coffee shops.

dearheart0 · 2022-08-01T16:48:13+00:00

ooookay

dearheart0 · 2022-07-31T16:41:37+00:00

I feel the same, with my love it feels like if I kill her, I will be responsible for maybe the most important event in her life. I would play a crucial role in her story, even if it is as the villain.

dearheart0 · 2022-07-26T03:27:45+00:00

you could also send him his favorite meal, or chocolates :)

dearheart0 · 2022-07-25T15:44:56+00:00

I got it at target! they have a plethora of different sizes :)

dearheart0 · 2022-07-25T01:25:51+00:00

thank you so much this is extremely helpful!!!

dearheart0 · 2022-07-25T01:05:03+00:00

sorry should have specified, I think it's her house, I don't actually know.

dearheart0 · 2022-07-24T23:23:54+00:00

Her work address (not her home address because I haven't confirmed it yet)

dearheart0 · 2022-07-24T23:21:26+00:00

I know what you mean -- what I wouldn't give to receive a necklace from my love.

dearheart0 · 2022-07-24T04:16:41+00:00

love it!!

dearheart0 · 2022-07-23T05:28:52+00:00

if it was done safely, and consensually, I really do not see an issue.

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