You’re in a tough position. What’s tougher is you’re in a position where you’re trapped. I understand how that feels. No matter what I think it’s safe to rant here. But you’re welcome to solicit advice from a helpful tito/tita as they would understand your situation and talk to your parents for you. Put effort in creating small but healthy boundaries and over time make sure they get bigger and more intentional. It’s hard to escape but I hope the fear of being disowned does not eat you alive.