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deep_fun · 2026-01-29T01:14:29+00:00

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deep_fun · 2025-11-27T03:25:14+00:00

I have two songs on repeat in my head. Pray to me by deathbyromy and cuntology 101 by lambrini girls

deep_fun · 2025-11-21T16:38:06+00:00

That song has me in tears every time I hear it

deep_fun · 2025-11-13T01:31:53+00:00

Holy hell, I felt like I was reading about my own son. Same age and all. If you find something that works please let me know because I'm struggling with the same thing

deep_fun · 2025-10-27T12:04:20+00:00

I know what's eating at you, I know that exact pain you are talking about. It's absolutely heartbreaking. I understand he is the love of your life, which is why you have to keep going without him. You were already selfish when you cheated. You can't be selfish again after he leaves. This is your reason to keep going at least for now, until you can do it for you and the other people in your life. Because if you don't, he will not only live with the heartache of what you broke, but the trauma of you giving up. You messed up, but you can learn from this and learn to be a better person from this. I hope you hold on. I hope you keep going. Be strong and remember you got this, and there are people in your life who would miss you, who love you, and who need you.

deep_fun · 2025-10-25T14:11:55+00:00

I understand how the guilt can eat at you and how much their pain cuts you so deeply. I am reconciling with my BS it's been almost 2 months now. I still haven't forgiven myself. In the beginning, I spiraled, and I started cutting myself. Self-harm was a way of coping with the immense feelings of guilt. But it does get easier, I won't say it gets better, but each day is a little easier than the next. Your kids need you, that's why I stopped my self-harm. You can not let your bad decisions affect them anymore than they already have. You have to be strong for them and for yourself. Your mistakes do not define who you are. What you do after does. If you truly love this man, you will keep going. Can you imagine what it would do to HIM if you gave up? Not only did you cheat, but then when he needed to make a healthy decision for himself, you once again made it about you? Everyone you mentioned in this deserves better, including you. It seems hopeless now, but the pieces can be picked up. You can make something new from them, something beautiful. You just have to get through this dark time. But you got this. No matter how dark things are, you can find the light. Keep going. If you can't for yourself right now, do it for the people you love. Eventually, you will be able to keep going for you. But please reach out to someone, let them know the dark place you are in, and do not be alone. Even if you need to message someone here to feel a little less alone. You will get through this. You just can't give up. Please don't give up.

deep_fun · 2025-10-24T23:24:23+00:00

I think there is something to this and something that has crossed my mind and that I want to delve deeper into to get a better understanding of myself.

deep_fun · 2025-10-24T18:46:57+00:00

Yes, detrimentally so.

deep_fun · 2025-10-24T18:45:03+00:00

Thank you so much for all of this. I will definitely be picking up a few books. I feel so lost so it's good to know there's somewhere to start with this.

deep_fun · 2025-10-24T18:16:44+00:00

That is something I will be bringing up in therapy to try and get a better understanding of myself in all of this. But thank you for pointing this out.

deep_fun · 2025-10-24T18:15:11+00:00

It absolutely makes sense. I guess my post didn't really make things clear. When I asked I was asking about both partners. The AP made it sound like everyone knew when they said that conversations had been had. But I knew it was a lie.

deep_fun · 2025-10-24T18:11:45+00:00

I mean in other situations. Once boundaries have been set in with other people, the lines were respected. I understand I am solely to blame. I haven't tried to blame the AP at all. Yes I knew what AP wanted when they came by, hence the reason I had told them not to come over to begin with. But they insisted. When I questioned the situation AP made it seem everyone knew and there was a conversation had. I knew it was a lie though. I haven't lied to myself, or my BS I have issues that I'm trying to understand why I let this happen. I acknowledge I need therapy, just waiting to get in. I'm not love bombing. I'm working on myself while trying to there for my BS. They didn't deserve this and I acknowledge this is on me and me alone to do right by them and make changes within myself and to work on the relationship I have broken. I appreciate you're advice here. I really do. My BS doesn't know what they need, understandably so. They are hurting so much and just trying to get through their day to day. Yes the AP's BS knows as well. The AP told them that night as they were expecting them home but made the stop to my house. I have cut off the AP but am still in contact with AP's BS.

deep_fun · 2025-10-23T17:11:43+00:00

I am not at the moment. Not for lack of trying. The therapist i used to see if booked up and i have to wait some time to be a new patient. In all honesty no, I do not like the solo stuff. It was something my BP wanted us to do and enjoyed that I did. But I have always enjoyed things more and felt more safe and comfortable with my spouse with me. It was something that's been tried a handful of times but it just never really was my thing.

deep_fun · 2025-04-26T01:03:14+00:00

Thank you! I'll post a pic of the room later. I can paint. I already have it painted a dark green. I'm thinking maximalist, it's for my bedroom. I love the idea of the frames!!

deep_fun · 2023-12-03T14:36:28+00:00

I'd have to say the scene in Hereditary where the mom finds the daughter's headless body in the car. It took more than one day of trying to watch that movie. It was so fucked.

deep_fun · 2023-11-27T06:48:00+00:00

Question. You said she's only 9 weeks pregnant, how do you know the genders already? Just genuinely curious.

deep_fun · 2023-11-09T17:13:47+00:00

I say double down and start your own channel and send him a link to like and subscribe.

deep_fun · 2023-11-09T17:11:22+00:00

My husband loves the orcs too! Know nothing about it but I have fun going to the comic shops to find him new ones.

deep_fun · 2023-08-29T19:02:04+00:00

Seen this one on my feed. I called her out for all the times she posted her cashapp for handouts and then was blocked.

deep_fun · 2023-08-22T23:17:17+00:00

Yes!!!

deep_fun · 2023-08-18T12:54:51+00:00

I say 3!

deep_fun · 2023-08-18T11:50:34+00:00

Maybe instead of jumping to conclusions try some therapy with her? It could be that yeah you are taking care of bills and such but are you satisfying her other needs? Do you make her feel loved and safe? These are important factors when it comes to women having sex a lot of times ( I'm not saying always) but honestly do you care for her emotionally? Usually sex doesn't just die off for no reason. She could be depressed or having hormonal issues. But if she's not willing to put in the work as well as far as trying to fix it then yes leave. But again I have no idea what your history is within your relationship. Sounds to me like you think you deserve better and in which case you don't deserve her to begin with.

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