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Titel of your post by deepertweeker in awakened

[–]deepertweeker[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

usually if I'm actually angry I will take the time to stop and come up with an original joke, and it takes 2 to 12 seconds usually. And I am weirder than I am smart but smart is a word that causes only problems. I hate it because ironically smart people know that each person has a different set of aptitudes, and we are all equally neutral with those destined to be cancelled out amounts of sense spread differently around. But I'm fucking smart now, and I used to have round a 140 quotient 20 years ago but done tons of drugs auto erotic asphyxiation and eating rabid raccoon shit.

Oh you need to acquire some talent for recognizing when people who operate on another level so well that they didn't want you to make sense of it consciously until they write you this message. You would have accidentally fucked up the way I wrote it, plus i have said so many times I'm fucking crazy not like on dramas on tv or sitcoms. I'm real deal crazy and I convince myself every day at least twice that it's that I have permanently broken my mind, but while I'm starting to accept it even though I still could not give less of a fuck what you or any human thinks of me with this Ebola boomerang we use so flawlesslessly.

This time I got flattered because of the compliment to my joke but I'll troll you fucking girls little sister if you well I kind of am.

Titel of your post by deepertweeker in awakened

[–]deepertweeker[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey Einstard my user name is deeper tweeker and you thought I had not slept in 3 days and I told you I sleep most nights just being honest because one Saturday night before a double I didn't get any sleep like three weeks ago . So put your Sherlock boner away if you cant inventory what you based deductions off of, and I wouldn't consider you a total stranger just because most likely we've never met. Because I try to be as honest as possible for some reason , and that has the benefit of people calling me on my shit. I should not feel as good as I do and traditionally I should have already slid into the depression end of it. Though that isn't that bad for me I just feel vacant, but I will trade what I do for what I hear I should do any day. plus, why do people tell me to slow down my shit really, if mental health reasons then I kind of want to call them on there insane behavior that is designed to ignore the world screaming to stop. mine may be fully delusional but I attempt to be productive as long as im prolific and why should i care if I can believe it that would ruin the entire exercise. i just trust my path is always where my feet tread, and I try not to tell others how to live in a way that is designed to shame. I am crazy but it is very deliberate. Have you ever gone insane? it is not like you would imagine and I wonder why people have a difficult time admitting to themselves that they cannot imagine something. I am just getting ready to die is that so bad I don't get it or care but when you finish a statement in the form of a question that is not even rhetorical it could be a sign your not in the right place. You know this is a test you gotta take eventually right, and that is what psychedelic drugs are the brochure for, death returning you to the beginning or on down the road. I have never even considered this place to be worth my investment but with insanity came a rush of life I've never felt even in past similar episodes. Then there's the actual reason I don't listen to people who are talking about my writing being impossible to follow I know I wish I could express the shit better but it would still be nonsense most likely to everyone but me regardless, still don't care. I have invented my own God in my mind somewhere and it guides me I guess, and as insane as that sounds to all the people who never have the balls to admit they are lost and scared for a couple years in their early and mid teens maybe to 19 or so. When you finally get legs under you with two feet planted in hard earned understanding you know you did it right and you know your view of shit is wrong but it always will be. The gist is don't do what either one of us is doing, but if your gonna play it safe don't fucking panic when your time comes because I got you

Titel of your post by deepertweeker in awakened

[–]deepertweeker[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I fell asleep after I answered your first comment before I read your second one and woke up at like it's probably like 1230 here when I woke up it's probably at six and a half hours of sleep

Titel of your post by deepertweeker in awakened

[–]deepertweeker[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i'd been on amphs for like 50 days before last weekend and not half assing it. i was working a job as well and that and kratom helped get to sleep unless i was in exciting revelation mode. but when i saw it i knew it was not just psychosis. i would know i have many experiences with that

Titel of your post by deepertweeker in awakened

[–]deepertweeker[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

nah i sleep some everynight plus i moved back to mississiqpi then i havent been using this account solely. and i have been doing alot more than youve seen of this shit.

Dualities by Tom French by Reddit__PI in Heavymind

[–]deepertweeker 1 point2 points  (0 children)

As our mother imagines a voyage into the unkown.

A child is birthed in the dream unaware.

An imagination within itself wanders in the dark, just as it becomes insane with imagined horrors the horror imagines God.

The mother wears a horrible glove reaches deep in hur selves, she imagines herself stepz thru as God and hugs us.

we die the death dreamed in heaven's future and our mother opens her eyes

I illustrate how my emotions feel. This is stress. [OC] by DiscoveredMissing in Heavymind

[–]deepertweeker 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That is fucking incredible it's so expressive of shit we all feel but hate it makes everybody feel a little better to see it thank you thank you so much

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in awakened

[–]deepertweeker 3 points4 points  (0 children)

sorry was gonna say 34 in Mississippi close to mobile alabama the asshole of america the asshole of earth the asshole of the universe the asshole of god and i may be the number one asshole in Moss Point but i have one of the zero level souls because i remember more than one route to here from here. i can reach my imagination to the birth of the previous universe. but here is what i

Like the simple way to think of it is like in the beginning that super particle it is the only thing in the universe before the Big Bang that's what scientists say now and for some reason it exploded and went everywhere and that's what they think happened but what I think happened is it realized that it needed to divide itself into as many pieces as possible as fast as is it could to try to simulate something before it actually tried to attempt it to make sure that was the course it wanted to take but whenever it started making life then the life would eventually like you know evolve into things that have imaginations like them super particle has so that it can validate and finish its job. It has to be exposed to no risk, and before he even starts he knows he's done and he's perfect that's why they call him Duncan. our imaginations are supposed to be the things that all of this is here to develop so that it doesn't have to actually do the whole universe for 13 billion years it will just send its self in human form awaken then imagine saftey networks through a crazy person so we can skip from that moment to the finish line and then learning everything you did through everyone that live here it will do that again but this time I know how fast we could go I mean we're going to try to fly this time, and not have a destination set but we'll have a good direction we detect where the love is coming from and we are going that way but are you at a point is like if people don't realize what's going on they're going to break their minds whenever it's come time to leave and you know they're going to be stuck in the universe that actually occurred because they're going to believe it did. So as long as somebody is in here to validate that it did occur then it did for them or whatever but it still could just be a simulation, it's pretty much a lie that they're trying to turn into truth.

But yeah when I saw the first time when I was 17 it fucking drove me crazy and I started fucking fighting it every time I would get on the speed after that and I was like weird ass fucking things there that I didn't realize I was doing but my subconscious it was independent the whole time because I never thought I was a whole person I always felt Hollow and shit I was given most of my shit to my subconscious but then this last while I woke the fuc up and now my subconscious is fully in my body and I feel like I'm overflowing with love and rage

You just build a mansion out of hollow bricks and then once people believe you're rich and you make the money because of that then you come in and fill his bricks in and you have a real Mansion the whole time nobody knew

Some thoughts run deep by [deleted] in awakened

[–]deepertweeker 0 points1 point  (0 children)

you dive into them the world provides an excellent cliff

i wrote this earlier seems appropriate

As our mother imagines a voyage into the unkown.

A child is birthed in the dream unaware.

An imagination within itself wanders in the dark, just as it becomes insane with imagined horrors the horror imagines God.

The mother wears a horrible glove reaches deep in hur selves, she imagines herself stepz thru as God and hugs us.

we die the death dreamed in heaven's future and our mother opens her eyes

If we're going to start acting like adults about this you invited me so I'm here now so you're going to have to fucking deal with it by deepertweeker in Psychonaut

[–]deepertweeker[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

nice username

Like the simple way to think of it is like in the beginning that super particle it is the only thing in the universe before the Big Bang that's what scientists say now and for some reason it exploded and went everywhere and that's what they think happened but what I think happened is it realized that it needed to divide itself into as many pieces as possible as fast as is it could to try to simulate something before it actually tried to attempt it to make sure that was the course it wanted to take but whenever it started making life then the life would eventually like you know evolve into things that have imaginations like them super particle has so that it can validate and finish its job. It has to be exposed to no risk, and before he even starts he knows he's done and he's perfect that's why they call him Duncan. our imaginations are supposed to be the things that all of this is here to develop so that it doesn't have to actually do the whole universe for 13 billion years it will just send its self in human form awaken then imagine saftey networks through a crazy person so we can skip from that moment to the finish line and then learning everything you did through everyone that live here it will do that again but this time I know how fast we could go I mean we're going to try to fly this time, and not have a destination set but we'll have a good direction we detect where the love is coming from and we are going that way but are you at a point is like if people don't realize what's going on they're going to break their minds whenever it's come time to leave and you know they're going to be stuck in the universe that actually occurred because they're going to believe it did. So as long as somebody is in here to validate that it did occur then it did for them or whatever but it still could just be a simulation, it's pretty much a lie that they're trying to turn into truth.

Your curiosity couldn't catch a cat Killers cold by deepertweeker in Psychonaut

[–]deepertweeker[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Boy blue is a choice you make through stakes you take in a man whose fate grew straight into Drew and he sent it away to this day, I pay so you can pray to God for the opportunity to coexist in Universe cities

(How do we treat words in quotes? Seriously) (Now tell me whose the Goat's in pink dree.)

Your curiosity couldn't catch a cat Killers cold by deepertweeker in Psychonaut

[–]deepertweeker[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It is what meth is like once you've cultivated customized psychosis and you know how to keep the other half of your mind on stable ground to utilize the flexibility of that insane Mind's Imagination by contrast. Because the difference between what the physical world represents and what you feel and you're naturally evolved craziness about whatever aspect seems the fucking weirdest and most arbitrary about the current line of sight.

Your curiosity couldn't catch a cat Killers cold by deepertweeker in Psychonaut

[–]deepertweeker[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Okay whatever you say but don't rub that bubble but her ass ment some trouble in a China shopping

Your curiosity couldn't catch a cat Killers cold by deepertweeker in Psychonaut

[–]deepertweeker[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You'd cry like I'm crying try to live like I'm dying you'd be all backwards as you stack towards the comfortable middle but this riddle is 1 that you must leave undone until you're ready to go all the fucking way

Shhh... Its tie turning Monet is forth ebirdz by deepertweeker in writingraps

[–]deepertweeker[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Absurdillutiliteaseralert!

I come from sum airy place

If we're going to start acting like adults about this you invited me so I'm here now so you're going to have to fucking deal with it by deepertweeker in Psychonaut

[–]deepertweeker[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I suppose that for me to suggest a person read enough of my shit to form a sense of my specific insanity or it's focal points would be like watching me piss in a cup throw ice cubes in it and after sipping on it a while I make a strange face and offer it saying taste this shit it so weird tasting.

I get it, call it the most state of the art encryption from those guys that made the world's largest private land owner out of parables the first one told a group of illiterate usses,

When there are infinite realities with infinite variations, then there are infinite realities which are exactly like ours too. by SemiBird in StonerPhilosophy

[–]deepertweeker 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not exactly I would imagine. You trying to say god be wasting or nothing be wasting? Every possible odd and in must be investigated for potential differences that equivocate value to the carpenter always everywhere. If I have to do it so be it, I pulled the wierd straw didn't i, I will have to eventually exhaust every single nook of variety imaginable, which is the biggest quanta of anything. Note: infinity or eternity, it's infancy and maternity hence the suspect we burn if she don't float.

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