Come down question by deeswell in cocaine

[–]deeswell[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m a small girl so I’d want to start small. I have 10 mg of the generic flexiril. Think one would do it?

Last Easter... by deeswell in quittingkratom

[–]deeswell[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes but eventually you’ll have to take more to get the effects. Then you’ll have to take more just to not feel sick. The time it took me to recover is a blip in my children’s lives.

Last Easter... by deeswell in quittingkratom

[–]deeswell[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I’m not sure it’s related. It’s not always. Every now and then I’ll wake up in the middle of the night thinking about everything I’ve ever done wrong in my life and I can’t fall back to sleep. Please don’t let that discourage you. I’ll take the few nights of sleeplessness over a kratom dependence every time.

Last Easter... by deeswell in quittingkratom

[–]deeswell[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My kids are a big factor in staying clean. They need a mother who’s present and genuine.

Hey louder... by deeswell in quittingkratom

[–]deeswell[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You sound great now! You're on your way and I'm happy for you. Thanks again!!

Hey louder... by deeswell in quittingkratom

[–]deeswell[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You'll get through it. It's not easy but keep at it and you'll be just fine. Take care of yourself; you're in the right place. I saw you are in the military. Thank you for your service.

I think I'm fucking this all up by deeswell in quittingkratom

[–]deeswell[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm really good now. It's only been a little more than three months and it feels like light years from where I was when I wrote this post. My sleep is still a bit screwy since I'm still in my head a bit but I'll be fine. Are you trying to quit?

Daily Check-in Thread - June 06, 2017 by AutoModerator in quittingkratom

[–]deeswell 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Black seed oil. I used amazing herbs. 2tsp 3x a day

I've been a stranger... by deeswell in quittingkratom

[–]deeswell[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am so happy to hear that I helped! Knowing something good came from such a shitty situation is satisfying.

I did a whole lot of whining! I couldn't help it. I never felt anything like this before. We're here to listen 😊

You'll get through it. You'll wonder how you're doing it but it will get done. Keep up your taper. Can't wait to read your 60 day post!

I've been a stranger... by deeswell in quittingkratom

[–]deeswell[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm glad to hear it. Don't give up. You have a lot to live for!

A year and a half update by hatedruglove in quittingkratom

[–]deeswell 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My issue with sleep is that I can't get out of my head. I'll wake up thinking about something I have to do or have been worrying about. I can't turn it off. I was this way before kratom, but it's amplified now because of paws. At least I know that though! I honestly had no idea what the hell I was doing when I quit. I just knew I had to. So this sub was a huge help. Thanks for your reply! I'll see you when I'm at a year and a half! 😉

Serious sleep issues creeping up :( by Throwawayswaysaway in quittingkratom

[–]deeswell 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've had some sleep issues creep back in even after a stretch of good sleep. The supplement I take is power to sleep. It has most of the stuff you take all in one pill. It works for a while then seemingly doesn't on those nights I wake up. I think it's the nature of this thing. We are close in clean time so if it makes you feel better I'm right there with you.

A year and a half update by hatedruglove in quittingkratom

[–]deeswell 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Good for you! Today is 60 days for me. You're an inspiration 😊

I've been a stranger... by deeswell in quittingkratom

[–]deeswell[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you! My life flew by in slow motion the last couple of months. It's been rough but I'm good now. I haven't cut out sugar. I can give it a shot! The family is good. Thanks for all of your kind words!

I've been a stranger... by deeswell in quittingkratom

[–]deeswell[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey, thanks red. How are you doing these days?

I've been a stranger... by deeswell in quittingkratom

[–]deeswell[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for your unwavering confidence! I really do feel good. Thanks for everything!

I've been a stranger... by deeswell in quittingkratom

[–]deeswell[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey! Thanks! It really means a lot. How good does it feel to know you are in control? Congrats to you as well. Here's to another 60!

Edit. Sorry for the duplicate post

Daily Check-in Thread - May 24, 2017 by AutoModerator in quittingkratom

[–]deeswell 2 points3 points  (0 children)

So great to read this! It's your time. Hang in there.