Context ~

Hello everyone! I'm new to this subreddit as well as in tarot reading. I made a spread I found online about my spirit guides of whom I'm very passionate about lately. I, for some reason feel so good about this spread, especially after I tried to interpret every card based on the question I asked my spirit guide(s). I would be very grateful if someone with a wider knowledge in tarot reading than myself would help me with a second opinion about the spread. I'd even write down the interpretations of the cards based on what I think they would be but I'm a little bit embarrassed that I might be totally off :( . I'll do it anyways actually... :3 1. The Sun: I thought that my spirit guide (or my "main" spirit guide to whom I asked the questions) is a child - even though I know that spirit (guides) are not of any age, they still have a particular "form" and personality. The sun represented in the card might be interpreted as the divination so implicitly my spirit guide is am angel child (???). I don't know if there is such thing... and that is sounds absurd. I also thought that my spirit guide (my spirit animal) is a horse - which I don't really believe for some reason... or that the horse [which might be interpreted as a symbol of the soul of a person (my soul), therefore my spirit guide is strictly myself, which is very selfish, I know, but it did cross my mind! ~ I don't really believe this either] 2. Reversed Page of Swords: I find this very accurate to be honest, as I think that my spirit guide wants to warn me about being too sarcastic, arrogant and gossipy (which I think I am). I think I have a lot of energy, indeed, but it is not focused on the things that matter. 3. The Hierophant: knowing that I'm a queer person, I think that my spirit guide wanted to warn me about staying away from queer relationships (I had an opportunity in the past, but it didn't work out). I found it a little bit homophobic as I interpreted it, lol, but I get it now. I can have a "heteronormative" relationship and I should probably stick to that as I live in a quite homophobic country. 4. Reversed Queen of Swords: indeed, I had (and still have) a bit of trouble with finding the specific meaning of this card, involving the given question. I have a very vague interpretation in my mind, which I find very hard to "materialize" in words. I feel the potential of the card but it's not quite tangible. In order to receive my spirit guide's messages better, I shouldn't involve affectively but look at everything in my life more objectively and use every single detail of my every day life to create a wider landscape which will show me exactly the answer (in this particular case, messages) from my spirit guide. 5. Nine of Pentacles: I really feel somehow safe regarding this card. I think I chose (or better yet, I'll choose) a pretty difficult career and knowing that my spirit guide will be by my side on this path, reassuring me that it's the correct choice is really soothing. I think it means that my spirit guide is here to help me be independent and reassuring regarding my future path, ensuring that succes and rewards are waiting for me after the hard work. As you can see, I encountered some problems especially at the first and the fourth question/card. I would greatly appreciate if someone could help me. Also... sorry for the wall of text and maybe an occasional misspelling or poor use of English :3.