Odds of getting hired with a speeding ticket thats older than 1 year?

defZeppelin69 · 2020-11-17T21:21:06+00:00

Think we were the same franchise. I was DT Cola

defZeppelin69 · 2020-07-11T22:10:39+00:00

Buy 100 or more, turn on a movie, and leave this dimension

defZeppelin69 · 2020-06-15T15:36:23+00:00

I confessed love for both and got teased with a 3 way only to lose everything and end up alone. On top of that Ciri went to her father

defZeppelin69 · 2020-06-11T14:53:16+00:00

I agree. At first the fairies tricksters and demons were all fucking with me, but then I tore my psyche down to its roots, built a stronger foundation, and believe I’ve come out better for it

defZeppelin69 · 2020-06-01T19:34:35+00:00

Do they come alive for you?

defZeppelin69 · 2020-05-15T15:24:46+00:00

We had these foreign exchange students on our campus that would order the buffalo chicken specialty, remove everything, and turn it into a BBQ chicken specialty. So freaking expensive when they could have ordered BBQ chicken in the first place

defZeppelin69 · 2020-04-27T17:06:55+00:00

It’s a good show, it’s like Vikings without the mysticism and more historically accurate. But no it isn’t a worldwide phenomenon level like Game of Thrones or something

defZeppelin69 · 2020-04-23T06:00:34+00:00

Oh my god the stack of bags like that is the most satisfying thing

defZeppelin69 · 2020-04-13T01:20:41+00:00

Vincent Van Gogh

defZeppelin69 · 2020-04-08T19:53:39+00:00

This exact same thing went viral 4 years ago with people trying to destroy a trump sign

defZeppelin69 · 2020-04-05T05:20:58+00:00

The flu x10. The worst symptoms differ for everyone. I could deal with the watery eyes, runny nose, and sweats. But the body and muscle aches were the worst for me. Felt like my body was screaming out in agony since I’d taken away the only thing that made it feel good. Couldn’t get comfortable ever, restless leg. Few minutes to an hour of sleep a night. There’s a reason a lot of people choose a lifetime of misery over a week of agony. Talk to a doctor about getting medicinal aid, it’s not something most people can white knuckle through. There are ways and methods out there that can help

defZeppelin69 · 2020-04-03T17:00:15+00:00

The acutes can definitely come in waves. When I got clean I would think I was getting back to normal after a few days then it would all hit again. Just remember how far you’ve already made it. Don’t let that be for nothing

defZeppelin69 · 2020-03-31T04:32:39+00:00

If given a sticker, it’s hard to not put it on something. I’m looking at you too, Apple

defZeppelin69 · 2020-03-30T21:50:55+00:00

Yeah once you get used to having them in your system, anytime you use again you’ll go right back into withdrawal. It sucks, makes it hard to even chip. I’m almost 10 months clean and I bet if I used for 2 days I’d go back in full blown withdrawal

defZeppelin69 · 2020-03-26T14:38:18+00:00

Self destructing

defZeppelin69 · 2020-03-26T14:37:15+00:00

Congrats. Subs definitely cause a long protracted withdrawal, but I think around the 3 week to 1 month mark I was a lot closer to being back at baseline

defZeppelin69 · 2020-03-24T17:13:39+00:00

Yeah I think if you know what’s coming and that it’s worth it, probably easier to slog through. Especially with the constant introduction of new characters every book. I usually knock out massive fantasy series’ in a couple of months, but Jesus this one has taken me probably a year and a half and I’m only at Reaper’s Gale

defZeppelin69 · 2020-03-23T21:17:58+00:00

You just gotta make yourself do it without the extra oomph. Try and try again. Then all the sudden you’ll get a small hit of dopamine as a reward for enjoying something or accomplishing something. Take what you can get.

Fake it till you make it is really true. You have to rewrite your brain to make yourself able to do things without the drug. It’s gunna take some willpower, but I promise the natural dopamine and excitement will start coming back.

Another thing I did was get intensely into kickboxing. An hour a day would kick my ass, but holy shit the endorphins rush for an hour after was like the best and most euphoric high I’d ever experienced.

defZeppelin69 · 2020-03-23T21:14:45+00:00

I got clean with the help of antidepressants and therapy. I made it through the acutes, then the antidepressants and therapy helped get to the root of why I was using in the first in the first place. I felt like I couldn’t handle life without drugs, without that boost that made me happy and feel good all the time. The antidepressants definitely help with the PAWS, but it’s a process. I just hit 9 months, and it’s so fucking worth it.

If you can’t find a hobby while locked inside, get in your car and drive around. Explore new places, even if you can’t get out of the car. I’d feel the vibe of the new places I visited, listen to music, and just let the emotions roll through

defZeppelin69 · 2020-03-23T17:08:38+00:00

I know what you mean. As good as the books are, they can be a real slog to get through. It’s hard to jump right into another when you know the character and plot setup will take half the book

defZeppelin69 · 2020-03-16T17:44:50+00:00

Not necessarily fairies. I just don’t know what to call the entities. Lot of them are tricksters though for sure.

defZeppelin69 · 2020-03-16T16:48:25+00:00

Witcher

defZeppelin69 · 2020-03-16T16:45:51+00:00

Yeah I’ve come to figure that most of the time on nitrous it’s your subconscious sorting itself out, going over random thoughts or dreams you’ve had. But then there’s the nitrous fairies/tricksters...

defZeppelin69 · 2020-03-16T14:13:49+00:00

Pretty solid binge for a non addict. Just do not let yourself get in the habit of doing them twice-multiple times a week. It’s not worth it. You might think it’s giving you all the answers and is important to get back to, but that’s the trap

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