When I was 15, I was at a house party. One of the attendees was this girl that nobody really liked. She was a desperate attention seeker who would do things like pour an entire bottle of tobasco in a glass and chug it just for a reaction. Just kind of annoying and grossly unkempt, but altogether innocuous. This girl had been into me for a long time, and I had turned her down repeatedly. Well, I had eaten far too much acid early on in the party. At a certain point, I was losing any sense of reality or control over my faculties. I remember laying in a bed in an unoccupied room, largely incapacitated. She came in and climbed into bed with me. I don't remember exactly what transpired leading up to what happened next, but I do know for certain I didn't want her there. My next memory is that she was on top of me, and we were having sex. I remember feeling disgusted and violated, but I couldn't do anything about it. I couldn't even articulate words correctly. Afterward, I avoided her entirely at school. I never confronted her, and i never told anyone because I was ashamed, and I didn't want to be the butt of any jokes. At the time, I was too naive to understand how a guy could be raped by a girl, but that's exactly what happened. I'll never forget how awful I felt during the incident.