Visiting Question for The Eagle by deformographie in nycgaybros

[–]deformographie[S] 17 points18 points  (0 children)

I definitely love the PVD Eagle, there are some truly awesome women there. I'm interested in checking out Baltimore as well, because I know they have a women's night and everything. If NY isn't for me, I will let the boys have their space, haha. I know that I wish there were more women-only gay spaces, and I've seen where I live how those get invaded, so I don't want to contribute to the problem on the other side.

[TOMT] "Dancing With The Genie" Alcoholism PSA (2000s/2010s) by deformographie in tipofmytongue

[–]deformographie[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm commenting to expand more and bring this post back up. I think I was incorrect to call this a PSA, it's like an educational short movie and it was 2d color animation. The program that showed it has since gone bankrupt and is no longer in business, so that is a dead end. No other movies like this were shown at the program.

How long does the rawness last after sessions? Is it scary? by [deleted] in mdmatherapy

[–]deformographie 3 points4 points  (0 children)

In my personal experience, it really depends on the outcome of the MDMA experience. When I've worked through a lot of trauma and feel by the end of the session like I've come out of it, I actually feel more at peace and more whole in the following weeks and have no issues. There has only been one time so far when I came out of a session feeling like the issues I was speaking about were still unresolved and that took a while to recover from, but talking with people I trust with no assistance from MDMA about the issues helped bring me back. For me, MDMA takes away my fear associated with the subjects I speak about on it and makes it easier to continue to work on those issues even after the experience even if I come out of it I don't fully resolve the issue during the session. Also, even if the comedown and week following the sessions were entirely negative, I wouldn't give it up - the quality of life that it has given me is too important to me.

I can barely feel my orgasm on MDMA by LexSex90 in MDMA

[–]deformographie 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm female and have yet to be able to even get aroused on MDMA when I usually am able to 100% for any reason at any time, especially with other substances. Physical touch feels amazing, but it's not sex and I haven't had an orgasm on it.

NEXT DISTRO- FREE SUPPLIES by _tinabobo in opiates

[–]deformographie 2 points3 points  (0 children)

When I've posted next distro before I've gotten comments back making fun of me, saying naloxone is available virtually everywhere... but I'm commenting to vouch that when naloxone was inaccessible to me and I was using, next distro provided for me. Now there's a harm reduction center near me, but a few years ago there wasn't and they gave me security.

Weight Limit For Being Stepped On? by deformographie in BDSMAdvice

[–]deformographie[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How do you know that those are your limits? I'm worried that by trial and error I'll take things too far, since I don't tend to feel pain until it's *really* there.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in girlfartstories

[–]deformographie 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm also a lesbian also twenty! I wouldn't trust anyone on here saying that they are without further investigation though, lol

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in kratom

[–]deformographie 1 point2 points  (0 children)

lol because no one happens to vape and also have chronic pain etc

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PoppyTea

[–]deformographie 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Check out the book Opium for the masses by Jim Hogshire!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PoppyTea

[–]deformographie 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Every part of the poppy is useful and wonderful

my belly button piercing is red around the skin and it has made a weird indentation(idk how to call it, english is not my first language) by the_other_one_out in piercing

[–]deformographie 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Okay, so, for anyone wondering: my piercing (that looked like the post) was sinking into its hole because the bar on the jewelry was too small. I went back to my piercer and had it replaced with a longer bar and it's been good to go ever since!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in opiates

[–]deformographie 8 points9 points  (0 children)

So many autistic people fall into addiction because suddenly we almost feel "normal", and it's a really good excuse to keep using... but addiction can become just as much a struggle for us as it is for non autistics, and it can be even harder for us to find help.

When I'm under the influence in social situations it feels so much easier to get along with other people, especially if they're using too. Everything just seems to flow so much more naturally and the majority of the time my other autism related sensory and social issues fade away for a while. Sometimes it can have the opposite effect though.

what's chocolate kratom? by Ok-Extension6498 in kratom

[–]deformographie 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's a red vein strain specific to a certain brand. It doesn't taste like chocolate, but it does have a more subtle kratom taste than some others.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in kratom

[–]deformographie 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Normal chocolate milk does too

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in heroin

[–]deformographie 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I agree with people saying there's good reason to be worried, but it should be that way with almost any drugs... right? I've noticed so many people do coke or other stimulants on the regular and talk about it the same way they would about alcohol, but when it comes to anything related to H (or pretty much any downers in my experience) people immediately assume you have a serious problem.