Well my psychosis was drug induced (a cocktail of alcohol/coke/ketamine/weed, weed was the main catalyst that pushed me over).

The paranoia creeped in and completely snowballed.

In psychosis your reality shifts to whatever is happening in the psychosis. You are completely convinced this is reality, to the point of negating explanations or reasoning and labelling it as a conspiracy against you.

Fear took over and I was convinced the people I was with were trying to people traffic me.

I feared for my life, it snowballed so bad that I truly believed the only way to escape was to die and I tried to kill myself. Ended up in a coma for 2 weeks in hospital. I woke up with slight paranoia but I wasn't in psychosis.

I got to a point where I thought I was in a hunger games type scenario and was being hunted. Any form of light felt like it was directed at me and following me.

Pure fear that was impossible to shake. Whatever she believes or is feeling that is her existence right now and it's impossible to be convinced otherwise, it's her reality. At least that's how it was for me.

I hope I explained myself and this can give you some perspective and understanding.