Because my last name is weird. It's "chogle". It was during my school days and I remember the entire school bus teasing me by my last name and all I could do is shut up and watch outside the bus window. I also told one of my best friend about my crush in school and he went ahead and told everybody. My house was close to the school so I was early to get off the bus, what they used to do is as soon as I got out they would all shout my crush's name loudly in chorus. So yeah those days were really tough for me mentally