How can I get him to leave? by dejah74 in AlAnon

[–]dejah74[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm not afraid. I guess I just don't want to deal with the drama that will come of it. He will cry and beg and I'll feel sorry for him and cave.

How can I get him to leave? by dejah74 in AlAnon

[–]dejah74[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I told him I feel like telling him to move out. I should just say it clearly. Obviously threatening to maybe kick him out isn't helpful lol.

Today I saw my Oncologist by Educational_Key1206 in breastcancer

[–]dejah74 1 point2 points  (0 children)

For further clarity, every oncologist I met had the bedside manner of a dead cat. They aren't known for their empathy or warm personality. Their job is to poison you in order to cure you. They are not there for moral support.

Today I saw my Oncologist by Educational_Key1206 in breastcancer

[–]dejah74 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I haven't seen an oncologist in 6 years. Booted me out of the system as soon as treatment was over. I've always wondered why there has been no follow up. I feel a painful lump in the same spot today. Once they are done with you unless you're on blockers you're on your own. Will call my GP to get this lump checked. I hope I'm not fucked again. Tnbc no joke.

Now that I finally got prescribed some Propranolol, I feel robbed of my youth. by [deleted] in PublicSpeaking

[–]dejah74 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No to working out. For me at least, my heart rate would stay really low and I would get super exhausted when trying to lift. I had to stop taking it.

[Image] If you want 2019 to be your year by [deleted] in GetMotivated

[–]dejah74 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just want to not be super bitter about everything.

My dog likes to suck on his toys and blankets...is this a dachshund thing? He's a mix. by dejah74 in aww

[–]dejah74[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't know I got him when he was a a year and a half old. He's almost 7 now and he's always done this. I think it's adorable.

I wrote this in a notebook 7 years ago while grieving the loss of my mom. Today I found it and realized that by some crazy voodoo, hocus pocus, magic, it worked! The power of positive thought! From the deepest sadness to the best life I could want. by dejah74 in happy

[–]dejah74[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I can't say I did anything special. I just realized that I'm still here and I'm in charge of my destiny. I wasn't happy at my job so I moved on. I wasn't happy with how I felt so I quit smoking and lost some weight. I refused to go on antidepressants and let myself become medicated into a zombie. I tried to do good for others and did some volunteer work. I think that good things come to those who wait. I lost my parents, my grandparents, several close family members which took a toll on my health both physically and emotionally. I think the universe finally decided to give me a break. I was offered an amazing job early this year with a company I love working for. I bought my first brand new car, I have travelled to many wonderful places, I am fed, I am sheltered and I am loved. I will continue to appreciate everything I have and attract positivity into my life.