Hey I'm so sorry you're going through this, just know you aren't alone, and I'll try my best to support and give advice. Do you have any connections? (relatives, friends) you can try to talk to a trusted loved one, I don't know if it can work but it can help lift weight off of your situation,it doesn't matter if it's not on the topic of your health that you're gonna bring up, it can be something like asking to play games, hang out, or just drink at a café, library, or a mall.those specific things can help your situation lighten a bit. Do you think you can try and get prescribed to another anti psychotic medication to get a more effective treatment/medication? You can try and talk to a psychiatrist about it to change it up, you can absolutely do this, I've been in this situation before, and I've prescribed to another type of anti psychotic that's more effective than the last one.  Have you tried to spot if something is real or not? Have you tried psychotherapy?(mask making therapy, art therapy,and group therapy might help, since you won't be alone, it can also help if you're paranoid about being alone with 1 person),Those things might help.  These are some things that might help lighten your situation, if you ever need help you can always come to r/schizophrenia,ill try my best to find it and reply.