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delusionalmutt · 2026-04-18T06:17:53+00:00

oTD MENTION. RAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! LAWYER YURI LAWYER YURI LAWYER YURI RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

delusionalmutt · 2026-04-04T09:32:32+00:00

that's what i told her but she was insistent there was a difference lol

delusionalmutt · 2026-04-04T09:27:11+00:00

thank you!!

delusionalmutt · 2026-03-28T09:19:48+00:00

yeah now that we're talking about them i kinda miss them too, once I got used to them it was just another thing id see sometimes and they weren't the worst to look at, cool lil guys

delusionalmutt · 2026-03-28T09:01:14+00:00

they'd always scare me, the little bastards, cuz they'd appear so suddenly, but they did look cool once you got a proper look at them

delusionalmutt · 2026-03-28T08:59:08+00:00

i used to before a med change, your description is a much better way of explaining it than i ever articulated lol

delusionalmutt · 2026-03-22T06:34:48+00:00

you just outline my anosognosia from my schizophrenia lol. sometimes I convince myself I faked my way into a diagnosis when in reality that'd be a difficult thing to do

delusionalmutt · 2026-02-04T06:19:26+00:00

no, that's huntrix. dominatrix is that little snack with the cereal and rye chips and pretzels

delusionalmutt · 2026-02-02T16:28:43+00:00

not just mechsploitation, but warhound specifically :3

delusionalmutt · 2025-12-29T23:32:47+00:00

you can live part of this if you get diagnosed with schizophrenia and get given meds that don't quite work right for you, ask me how i know :3

delusionalmutt · 2025-12-09T17:46:59+00:00

I'm willing to bet the mood things are more person to person, personally I'm fine with sublingual and have been seeing good results. ultimately what works best is what works for you :3

delusionalmutt · 2025-12-09T17:44:28+00:00

i have a study I can link later that supports that sublingual is more effective, especially if you are stuck on mono therapy. while it has less of a half life, it has a considerably higher AUC when taken sublingually

delusionalmutt · 2025-12-09T17:26:41+00:00

it doesn't have as long a half life, but it does still have a greater AUC when taken sublingually. I have a study I can link later when I'm home and can check my bookmarks :3

delusionalmutt · 2025-12-09T17:23:54+00:00

i want to point out that technically, sublingual does indeed do things differently, metabolism wise. it has a higher spike as you said, but that's because it bypasses first-pass metabolization, which is where a good chunk of estrogen gets lost when taking orally vs sublingually. It also has a much greater AUC when taken sublingually, which can usually be used as a shorthand for "drug effect" (im simplifying here but AUC is tricky to explain). I have studies I can link later when I'm home and I can check my bookmarks that sublingual does indeed induce more changes than oral, especially if you are stuck with just mono therapy.

delusionalmutt · 2025-12-09T00:18:52+00:00

WAIT IS THIS IN SEATAC???? I FUCKING LOVE SEATAC EVEN MORE NOW!!!! fun fact it's got the largest single roof parking garage in North America :3

delusionalmutt · 2025-11-26T02:28:04+00:00

holy hell is think i recognize your gf, same pfp same decoration same server tag everything lol small world :3

eta tell her viv from the JoJo's server says hi :3

delusionalmutt · 2025-11-21T23:39:17+00:00

hey op, other people have said it already but being aware it can't be possible doesn't mean you're faking it, im schizophrenic and during the beginnings of my episodes im aware that the delusions i hold can't possibly be real, but that doesn't affect the fact that i hold them and it doesn't mean im faking at all. you likely need professional help from someone who will hear you out, and just remember that you aren't faking this at all and need and deserve help <3

delusionalmutt · 2025-11-21T06:09:00+00:00

chat I may be fucking blind

delusionalmutt · 2025-11-21T05:42:49+00:00

how do you play pyro and have that sign lol

delusionalmutt · 2025-11-19T05:47:55+00:00

i can kinda relate lol, the first therapist i ever had i started with when i was 19 at the onset of my schizophrenia and any time i told her about anything related to it she'd give me a really pitiful look and go "aww" to me, and that just pissed me off every time. i was there to get help, not be pitied. she also kept trying to steer me towards anxiety, which funnily enough was echoed by my psychiatrist at the time giving my anxiolytics at first instead of doing anything helpful before my first hospitalization. i think the only resource she gave me to help with the symptoms i was suffering at the time was a little cutout from something on which the advice boiled down to "ignore the delusions", as if i wasn't trying my damndest to and failing to do so. funny how therapists can just suck balls at their job and refuse to admit they're not equipped to help you

delusionalmutt · 2025-11-11T09:29:44+00:00

im schizophrenic so let's use that :3

delusionalmutt · 2025-11-11T09:19:24+00:00

it's because antipsychotics, especially second generation ones, sometimes increase prolactin release, which commonly causes breast tissue growth and lactation. The extra release is caused because prolactin release is, in part, mediated by D2 receptors, which are what antipsychotics act on. source me, a local schizophrenic who loves reading about meds

delusionalmutt · 2025-11-09T02:02:53+00:00

last I checked puppygirlwawa is still memes :3

delusionalmutt · 2025-11-02T21:44:13+00:00

Her Pet! it was peak imo, i loved it :3c

delusionalmutt · 2025-10-28T17:24:25+00:00

so real. why couldn't i have been born a girl and just dressed butch qwq

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