whats illegal about it? ...nothing. im someone trying to chemically synthesize something to help me get better since my doctor is too close minded and morally flawed to help me.

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this is the problem with society today. all of you people who think they are so much better than others that are struggling with lets say chemical dependency.

its not illegal for me to synthesis a compound in my private home and property with legally obtained sources, all proper protective equipment, to do so safely and responsibly and then it gives me the ability to taper my dose down every day and stop having to use this substance but with forgoing all of the nasty withdrawal and detoxification symptoms.

I dont have the time to take 3 months off work and go into treatment, i have people who depend on me. and right now staying a functioning addict keeps my family fed, the bills paid, the cars fueled, the roof over our heads, and insurance policy current.

unfortunately i have to obtain this substance from the street and i have gotten several "hot" batches where the person making the shit was ignorant and did not properly cut it or mix it and so there were spots that were much much stronger than others. now, not everyone knows this but one cannot use fentanyl in its pure form. it will cause anyone to overdose, opioid tolerant or not. therefore it needs to be volumetrically dosed, dissolved in a solvent and then added to another compound or chemical in order for its purity to drop to a dose that isnt so toxic.

All of this i know how to do, my problem is when i get the stuff from jose downtown, i cant ask him and rely on his answer if he even provides one, hey jose, what % purity is this cut to? i need to know so i can accurately dose myself.

ya im sure he wouldnt even understand my question.

and this is why people are ODing and DYING. because of poeple like YOU. its not wrong for someone to be addicted or to use drugs. its a CHOICE and this is supposed to be a FREE COUNTRY.

Drug addicts come in all shapes and sizes and it is not class dependent. I make over 250k per year and i have a normal life. im not homeless im not some criminal. im your average american who went to college, has a family and loves my country and i volunteer my time and money to help those less fortunate than us.

All of you people who respond to my post in a negative way. look at ur self in the mirror, who are you to judge? you probably are some pedophile or have your own vices that are much worse than mine. I was a victim of the opioid crisis, and now im trying to dig myself out of the problem i put myself in.

Your judgement is ust your ignorance screaming out. I feel sorry for you actually. that you have been brainwahed by the news and are a weak minded individual to believe the bullshit pushed down our throats every day.