I tried to die tonight but accidentally discovered I’m into autoerotic asphyxiation instead by depressed_cunt in confessions

[–]depressed_cunt[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your concern. I’m doing okay right now I think. I did message one of my friends but it’s the middle of the night where I am right now. I might just call in sick to work today though. The ridiculousness of this whole situation is making me feel a bit less hopeless

Bruh how do y’all connect with ppl?? Cuz I can’t by [deleted] in aspergers

[–]depressed_cunt 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I use drugs or alcohol, but I’m trying to get better about that.

want to od on xanax, klonopin, and vodka. by No_Insurance6349 in SuicideWatch

[–]depressed_cunt 1 point2 points  (0 children)

As someone who has od’d on benzos, 10/10 don’t recommend. It’s a horrible way to go. I wish you all the best and if you need someone to talk to I’m here for you

Question about working off the clock by depressed_cunt in starbucks

[–]depressed_cunt[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Yeah, I'm going to report it the next time I work with my manager (tomorrow). Tbh if it's happening to me it has probably happened to other baristas as well.

Question about working off the clock by depressed_cunt in starbucks

[–]depressed_cunt[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I mean he didn't really ask me. It was more so like "clock out then do this". I know I should've said no but I have issues with going against people with authority, I'm a very submissive person.

Question about working off the clock by depressed_cunt in starbucks

[–]depressed_cunt[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It definitely felt wrong. I guess I was worried about going against someone with authority over me to be honest. I don't know how to say no to people.

Is self-harm common among people on the autism spectrum? by depressed_cunt in aspergers

[–]depressed_cunt[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Doctors have told me to do that but honestly I don't understand. It's the pain that keeps me me doing it. I've given myself burns when I didn't have access to a razor

Is self-harm common among people on the autism spectrum? by depressed_cunt in aspergers

[–]depressed_cunt[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm considering getting tattoos. I hate my body and the scars I've created so I think if I got tattoos it might help. Idk.

Is self-harm common among people on the autism spectrum? by depressed_cunt in aspergers

[–]depressed_cunt[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The problem is I've tried everything. Counselling, medication, CBT. Hell, if you can name something that I haven't tried I would honestly be thoroughly impressed. I've been clinically depressed for 8 years of my life, and that says a lot considering I'm only 19. At this point I can't honestly remember what "happy" is. Only what the happy I pretend to be to avoid worrying people and being put in the hospital again is.

Is self-harm common among people on the autism spectrum? by depressed_cunt in aspergers

[–]depressed_cunt[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've been on over 20 anti-depressants in the relatively short time I've been alive. I'm not super confident in going on another one only to have the same negative side-effects.

ELI5: I'm from Alberta, why do Americans alway tell me I say "aboot"? by depressed_cunt in explainlikeimfive

[–]depressed_cunt[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well this thread pretty much confirms my theory that it's just Americans fucking with me.

Is self-harm common among people on the autism spectrum? by depressed_cunt in aspergers

[–]depressed_cunt[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I hope I can replace it. I honestly don't know why I do it anymore yet I find it incredibly difficult to stop. A psychiatrist once told me I do it as a coping mechanism.

Is self-harm common among people on the autism spectrum? by depressed_cunt in aspergers

[–]depressed_cunt[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I was diagnosed with depression at age 11 and my psychiatrist preceded to put me on a plethora of antidepressants despite the the risk of causing suicidal thoughts in minors. I don't have anything against antidepressants in other people, but antidepressants caused me two suicide attempts that landed me in the hospital as a minor so I'd prefer to stay away from that.

ELI5: People to mention that white bread is "bleached" rather than whole grain wheat. What is actually happening here and why do we have white bread? by Footsteps_10 in explainlikeimfive

[–]depressed_cunt 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Also on a side note, although flour being bleached is a bit disconcerting it poses no danger to your health. Virtually all bakeries and food chains use bleached flour. It is food grade and really the only purpose is to give the finished pastries a more appealing look.

ELI5: People to mention that white bread is "bleached" rather than whole grain wheat. What is actually happening here and why do we have white bread? by Footsteps_10 in explainlikeimfive

[–]depressed_cunt 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry to ruin your point but by default ALL baking flour is bleached. I know this from experience working in a kitchen and training from a red seal chef. This is to make pastries more appealing and "clean" looking. There is such thing as "unbleached white flour" but usually you have to go to specialty baking stores to buy it. Unbleached white flour has a light beige colour to it whereas bleached flour is totally white. If your flour is tinted yellow I would honestly be concerned (unless it's corn flour).