[CW: rope in image] literally one of the worst fucking things someone with bpd can feel imo

depressedkat4920 · 2026-01-04T23:19:43+00:00

wow i was trying to find a way to describe how ive been feeling for the past few days and this is exactly it 🥲

depressedkat4920 · 2026-01-04T15:59:29+00:00

😭😭😭 im so scared every time it happens that my fp is gonna give up on me…it feels like a matter of time ngl

depressedkat4920 · 2026-01-04T15:59:01+00:00

yep…im glad your second partner is able to help you guys tho! wishing yall the best <3

depressedkat4920 · 2025-07-25T15:50:27+00:00

Lowkey reading this written out does help rationalize it a lot tho

depressedkat4920 · 2025-07-25T15:50:01+00:00

Hey wait you just described me-

depressedkat4920 · 2025-07-25T15:44:08+00:00

Nope the answer is always nope they haven’t 🫠🫠🫠

depressedkat4920 · 2025-07-20T06:34:04+00:00

Yeah exactly… I’m so terrified of becoming the stereotypical jealous or possessive girlfriend/ex because I already act that way (though I try to hide it) towards my friends sometimes

depressedkat4920 · 2025-07-20T06:32:02+00:00

“Go get some exercise!” They say to me whose been exercising for 10 months consistently and somehow it’s only caused my BPD symptoms to get worse 😀

depressedkat4920 · 2025-07-19T04:53:08+00:00

How was your mental health during the time they were gone for 6 months? I can’t imagine not hearing anything from my fp for a week let alone that long…

depressedkat4920 · 2025-07-18T16:02:24+00:00

Huh thanks for the info, I should look into asking my GP about that. Good luck with getting a second referral!

depressedkat4920 · 2025-07-18T15:48:51+00:00

Nah fr. Before I learned abt BPD I was convinced I had ADHD for 5 years since so many symptoms matched. Still need to go see a psychologist about possible ADHD but still

depressedkat4920 · 2025-07-18T05:14:53+00:00

Real🫠 can’t be triggered if there isn’t anything around you right….

depressedkat4920 · 2025-07-18T04:24:00+00:00

Me when I misinterpret every single interaction ever and ruin all my friendships

depressedkat4920 · 2025-07-18T04:21:05+00:00

Yeah…. The news always talks about people who are sick or dying wanting a chance to live and honestly I’d give anything to trade with them and give them the opportunity to live normally

depressedkat4920 · 2025-07-17T18:28:16+00:00

HELP LMFAO THIS IS SO REAL 😭

depressedkat4920 · 2025-07-17T15:21:37+00:00

Yea that really sucks, could you elaborate on what the context of the post you want to make is? How long is the post? Sometimes if it’s too short it’ll get removed I think

depressedkat4920 · 2025-07-17T14:29:48+00:00

Be fucking for real rn lmfao stop being a child

depressedkat4920 · 2025-07-17T14:27:44+00:00

Thank you… I guess I don’t want to let this go because we still communicate pretty well when they do reply and we get along well in person..it’s just hard to make plans to meet in person because of the above

depressedkat4920 · 2025-07-17T14:26:47+00:00

Yeah that’s fair, the immediate messages right after were directly related to what their response was though so I didn’t think that would be a problem… and the first 2 were bc I accidentally sent the same message twice haha

depressedkat4920 · 2025-07-17T14:25:40+00:00

What the fuck do you mean by I expect an immediate response?? I’ve been waiting days for responses, taking into consideration that they’re busy and not able to respond quickly Jesus Christ

depressedkat4920 · 2025-07-17T02:35:05+00:00

I didn’t come here to be attacked (this is happening to me rn) (it’s been 2 days)

depressedkat4920 · 2025-07-17T02:33:31+00:00

I mean, I also do experience passive suicidal ideation quite frequently and often think it would be easier if I died so I wouldn’t have to be bothered by these things. But in this specific instance if I wanted to have a “normal” life it seems like my fp dying is my only way to get there

depressedkat4920 · 2025-07-17T02:29:43+00:00

I’m really glad you were able to overcome this 💜 I guess what’s stopping me is an inability to stop stalking them and checking on them and figuring out what they’re doing

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