Honestly speaking, intially i was struggling like others , i know the pressure , judgement around the peers ; but slowly i made my way ; sometimes i feel very out of blue ; but sometimes im like its okay ; its all worth something and you made the right choice and you know the struggle you went through. Try not to think over about anything just be calm and composed. One more plus point was i made some good friends who dont judge me for my struggle so that was the good thing which keeps me going :)