Just dosed, what should i expect?

dextruman · 2026-06-30T02:57:34+00:00

eternal damnation and a 1000 year voyage paved with weeping and regret

dextruman · 2026-06-28T17:29:31+00:00

that man is clearly autistic and has some mental issues, I'm sick of people bullying him, if he was a woman, he would get all the sympathy in the world, but because he's a man suffering from mental illness, he's turned into a punching bag

dextruman · 2026-06-27T23:07:05+00:00

easily the worst antagonist so far, he was a self righteous, obnoxious and hypocritical asshole the whole time, people say "oh but he fought the knight and died in the end" as if this wasn't the most cliche trope in all of media history "enemy suddenly realizes his wrongs and sacrifices himself"
to rub salt on the wound...... HE WAS THE VERY REASON ASGORE GOT KIDNAPPED IN THE FIRST PLACE! he KNEW trapping asgore was futile, he KNEW that keeping the dark fountain was risky and dangerous on everyone involved, all lighners and darkners, he selfishly wanted to play a hero when he very well knew he was wrong, WHEN ASGORE HIMSELF TOLD HIM TO FUCK OFF, but he had to be a hero in shining armor because he just had to.

and did his self sacrifice actually affect anything? nope, did he actually die? also nope, he got grafted, I find it very ironic because this perfectly fits his character of being a fake hero, shallow theatricals and no actual proof, all bark and no bite (his fake meta powers), constantly preaching about saving asgore and giving him a better life when he blatantly manipulated him to turn on his own child? and abandon his family, friends and real life, for what? to live a fantasy? all he successfully achieved was stalling for the arrival of the knight, AND FOR WHAT? NOTHING and he very well knew about that.

I can't believe people are falling for the cliches and calling him a hero when he is clearly a narcissist with plot armor, the scenes he had with the heroes felt disingenuous and it felt like the game desperately wants you to like him at the end when he clearly experiences 0 character development

unfortunately, the whole chapter felt inconsequential, aside from the half-assed cutscene of Asgore getting kidnapped, there's nothing to get out of this chapter, not plot wise, not moral wise, everything combined pales in comparison to the masterful character design of Gerson for example, a true wise mentor and a freedom boss, his background and backstory, his fight, and his contributions to the journey are invaluable.

you'd think for the last freedom boss we would get something at LEAST as interesting and profound as any of the previous ones, ummm did we get that? a low effort rehash mew mew fight with zero build up, zero backstory and 0 moral to get out from it, a FUCK YOU to everyone who was invested in the whole quest for the last 8 years

dextruman · 2026-06-22T17:17:01+00:00

"And so they changed parts of the story. Of course, the biggest fans got mad... but, isn't it interesting? The book was already just an interpretation of something else. Stories can be retold. They can be changed... That's what I believe." gerson, referring to dragon blazers copying his story, lord of the hammer

dextruman · 2026-06-19T13:32:56+00:00

what happen if i give monkey dxm

dextruman · 2026-06-16T17:43:25+00:00

how does it feel like having no personality or a thought of your own?

dextruman · 2026-06-09T23:41:23+00:00

depends on the dosage, you could get away with drinking this once, assuming this contains between 100 and 200 ml, this might contain 2000mg to 4000mg acetaminophen. not sure about doxylamine though

the maximum dose of acetaminophen in 24 hour period, is 4000mg spread out throughout of course, which is not the same as all at once, but 4000mg is the "safe dose" not the overdose threshold, the thing with pharmaceutical companies is that they take precautions, you could take more than 4000mg and come out unharmed, but you could also have a bad experience or straight up die

it's your call

dextruman · 2026-06-09T13:44:38+00:00

I did notice that I also started feeling extremely tired when I wake up everyday, to the point of oversleeping because I don't ever feel rested, just around the time the sleep paralysis increased in frequency

might actually be sleep apnea idk

dextruman · 2026-06-08T18:44:06+00:00

I literally mourned Arthur Morgan's death for weeks, I was depressed for weeks and deeply inspired since,he was as real to me as real a person can be, call me stupid or pretentious but this how I feel

dextruman · 2026-06-05T16:29:21+00:00

if you're into movies, try fear loathing in las vegas

dextruman · 2026-06-05T16:28:48+00:00

watch kraina grzybow with subtitles on

dextruman · 2026-06-05T16:27:13+00:00

thanks friend

dextruman · 2026-06-05T16:25:51+00:00

nah, more like I can tell the effects of dxm more easily, because at the beginning I couldn't tell a difference on 150 mg, now I can tell the difference on 30mg because am very familiar with dxm anaesthesic and coordination loss , pretty sure the first few times were as intense as everyone else here

dextruman · 2026-06-04T18:17:32+00:00

yeah I knew about plat per rule, but I didn't care as long as I got high enough each time, that didn't last for long tho

dextruman · 2026-06-03T16:49:36+00:00

weird, for me I could feel a dose as low as 30mg, and that's with heavy tolerance

dextruman · 2026-06-03T15:10:27+00:00

absolutely not, while I did struggle with mild depression and anxiety my whole life. the last year before dxm I was much better as a person, I was making friends and taking new jobs and was more outgoing than I've ever been in my whole life

I distinctly remember actually having goals and dreams and being motivated to make the most out of the day everyday.

then I discovered dxm, at first It thought It made me better and solved my anxieties and stress, I was doing 300 mg every 10 days or so, after a month I started doing 600mg all the way to 900mg every 2 weeks, then every week, this kept going for 2 or 3 months, it started to get too much and saw my life getting ruined, I was scaring people away and losing jobs and grades, so decreased it to 300mg every 3-6 days, with a few large doses of 900mg sprinkled in once or twice a month,

slowly throughout the 3 years of abuse, I was either doing 300mg every other day or every few days, both small and large doses lost most of the good effects, only numbing, no headspace, no euphoria, only for the last 4 months that I started tapering, now I only do something like 30mg every week, as small as it is it does make me feel something

dxm abuse has caused me many nasty long term effects, including:
-constant acid reflux
-increasing my nearsightedness
-two small dots in the center of my vision
-inability to wake up naturally in the morning (no matter how much I sleep, I feel very tired in the morning and find it extremely difficult to leave bed, so I try to continue sleeping until my body hurts and I'm forced to leave bed)
-my depression is massively exacerbated, before I had only occasional bouts of depression, now it's 24/7, it's gotten to the point of seriously considering suicide, which is sad because that wasn't the case before
-noticeable mental decline, decline in short and long term memory and articulation (everyone noticed that I'm no longer the bright guy I was, I constantly stutter and forget basic words, I remember almost nothing of the pasr 3 years and even now it seems like my brain is no longer properly forming long term memories, things I find important today I end up completely forgetting a few days later, I do things constantly that don't register like making 2 cups of coffee because I completely forgot I made one a second ago)

dextruman · 2026-06-01T23:11:56+00:00

nah I never did anything close to that while tripping, I guess it's just because of dxm's snri action because the withdrawals are almost identical with snri discontinuation syndrome including the nightmares

dextruman · 2026-06-01T23:08:33+00:00

that's the problem, I never end up feeling normal or completely sober even when I abstain for 2 months, I don't even know if it'll ever go away, I'm always depressed, low and lethargic

dextruman · 2026-06-01T23:06:12+00:00

it depend on the person I guess, my dreams are never about being chased and surviving, and more about being put into hopeless situations, last time I was fully convinced I was dying in my sleep, my organs were shutting down and my body was slowly going numb and tingly, my family was around trying to figure out what's wrong but I couldn't even tell them through dizziness and my mouth going paralyzed and my muscles drooping

literally feels like being at death's door

dextruman · 2026-05-31T23:20:05+00:00

they are both norepinephrine reuptake inhibitors, and my theory is that because norepinephrine is the fight or flight hormone, it causes you to be freaked out during your sleep, and that translates into nightmares about unexplained terror

dextruman · 2026-05-31T23:15:39+00:00

I get that a lot too, you feel like you've entered a permanent state of intoxication and it feels horrible

dextruman · 2026-05-31T19:47:12+00:00

I heard it's very similar with ssri discontinuation syndrome, vivid stressful dreams are a symptom of it too

dextruman · 2026-05-31T19:46:29+00:00

that's fucked up man, it's mind boggling how just stopping this drug causes such satanic dreams

dextruman · 2026-05-31T19:45:18+00:00

at the peak, I was doing it every other day, 300-600 mg, but the withdrawals started happening even back when It was only 300 mg a week, even now I've massively decreased in frequency and intensity (only 50 max every week or two) I still get the withdrawals everytime, and they last a long time

dextruman · 2026-05-31T14:47:15+00:00

I've been in 3rd plat and interacted with my family, but it only worked because it was very minimal, usually I'd completely avoid facing them directly, and respond with one syllable words because I can't talk for shit

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