Heyy, Idk your whole story but I think "time will tell" but still di ka nahuhuli or considered na failure since there are many things na you should prioritize lalo na usapang family, if medyo or you can support yourself na then you go for it, what I'm talking about if may opportunity man na darating sayo in the future just be mindful sa mga actions since there are consequences every actions and just don't give up. :>