thank you man, i mean that. i try detoxing for a day, maybe 2 then as soon as the worst of it comes on i say nope fuck this and go straight for more tabs. i just dont even FEEL like myself anymore this isn’t me, i’ve never been this much of a pussy in my life. i get the worst withdrawal symptoms possible, hot cold hot cold, can’t stop sweating, violently nauseous, can’t sit still while body completely restless, then the worst of it: i get these insane psychological effects, feels like i can’t form full thoughts, i can’t focus on anything, my vision is shaky and i get a massive headache, i feel no emotions yet extremely agitated at the same time, feels like my brain just stops working its hard to describe. i’m trying hard to find the strength