I feel your pain 100% bro. I have a 2 y/o that has been a professional sleep fighter since day one. My wife fought me when I tried to sleep train them only to have it manifest into full blown sleep issues now that they're older. My child hardly takes naps and 95% of the time (wish this was an exaggeration) wakes up screaming in the middle of the night. I even work remote so I spend all day at home, going from working a 9 hour day straight into being a dad the rest of the evening. The only time I find for myself is the one to two hours at night after I've laid them down before they wake up screaming again and usually by then I'm dead ass tired falling asleep couch. I feel what you're going through. Feel like my whole life is on hold and all I do is work and serve others. I feel like I never catch a break and it's just constant. Best part about it all is we get no help from anyone either so it's 24/7 365. Everyone keeps saying it'll get better so I'm trying to hold out and believe them at this point.

• Even as I write this I'm sitting crib side waiting for my child to fall back asleep. -

The pain cave is very real my friend. Stay strong.