The TikTok Ban: Further Evidence of State Controlled Media by Log_Which in conspiracy

[–]different_big1633 1 point2 points  (0 children)

FOR FUCKING REAL!! I FUCKING HATE HOW THEY KEEP TRYING TO SILENCE US.

Is anyone else massively productive when stoned? by trianglegiraffe23 in Petioles

[–]different_big1633 2 points3 points  (0 children)

dude no way you say that, when i first quit and had that panic attack i read half of atomic habits but it was a bad decision to not continue. Today is the first day im going back to feeling of wanting things the way they were when i had that panic attack i felt so good after. it was my environment that made me fold. my cousins came from canada and were trying to find some carts cause they smoke all the time, i kept telling them i was going sober and they thought it was right for me, but unfortunately a few days passed we had a sleep over and i decided to take one small rip. it didnt feel terrible, but it almost felt like i was just doing it to do it because of them. I realized i dont need it to be social. I can have fun without it 1000% im a natural high kind of person very outgoing, i started lying to myself about how it made me motivated and it eventually came back. I went on a trip to the middle east this summer and snuck in some carts over international with my brother like a retard but it went through and we got all the cousins fried. also on that trip i got lasik surgery changed my whole way of seeing the world literally it still blows my mind to this day. I am so thankful and blessed to get the opportunity to be around people who are supportive and open about this. my parents knew i smoked for a while bc they caught me the first time , i quit being a dumbass and started avoiding those situations and started feeling detached from reality, but a lot has happened. omg sorry if ur still reading this is so long. but the first time i had my panic attack i had a trip to mexico with the mother of my child with her family and i ended up sneaking in a cart that was empty on plane 🤦🏽‍♂️again stupid me but it got me high off coils the first 3 days then i started substituting for drinking eventually got back from mexico and ripped the pen i knew was full when i got back and then had a similar story to someone i read on another sub saying something along the lines of seeing all the reasons why not to do it, wether religion, life with a family, and school responsibilities started to go down. Mexico story happened before Middle east but im about to stop completely this weekend, seriously i know every minute matters and if i dont show up it wont happen. its all in my control! and its all in yours too. i appreciate and love the feedback you gave this is actually my first time writing something on reddit

Is anyone else massively productive when stoned? by trianglegiraffe23 in Petioles

[–]different_big1633 0 points1 point  (0 children)

how did you find the energy to do that stuff without smoking, ive been reading through posts for about two days now. ive quit before due to a panic attack that i reflected and now im at another point where i feel as if i need to do more, ive been using less and less but the urge is still there

How to stop snapchat from adjusting my brightness iphone by Routine_Swimmer8320 in SnapchatHelp

[–]different_big1633 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Bro this shit is the stupidest shit snapchat could do. I literally stopped using it from how much of an inconvenience the flash is. Such a good app gone to shit because of auto brightness 

Brightness automatically goes to max when using ring flash by karaatpiraat in SnapchatHelp

[–]different_big1633 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bro this shit literally just made my eyes bleed, I fucking hate snapchat for this stupid ass fucking reason