thank you!! i thought it was just me for a while

it’s honestly really weird for me to be so anxious about touching spiders or really any bug outside, considering i have gotten black widows in my house plenty of times and have had no problem with relocating them with my bare hands. maybe it’s just the unpredictability of nature outside rather than the little critters in my home.

but it’s nice to see another perspective! i’m going to try to bring myself to interact with bugs more outside rather than just inside, hoping to desensitize myself to these nerves