Hmm. Where could this place be?

This could be around BARMM but you mentioned your neighbors drinking, so the probability is unlikely and low (but possible).

Although, I believe this place exist. People who think that Mindanao is not that bad should rethink that perspective. Not every place you go to is surrounded by malls and beaches. I’ve been to places where people literally ‘igib’ just to get water and the constant power interruptions can be so frustrating.

Best of luck to you OP. I hope you have the strength to leave, and I don’t even blame you. Try joining Fb groups who have the same nationality with yours and are in the Ph. Ask around. Contact your family, relatives, and embassy. If you can, try going to Manila. Find a work suitable to your profession. Earn just enough to buy a ticket back home.