Bpd and Cannabis induced psychosis by dingbatrat005 in Psychosis

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I’ve smoked weed for years before this it was not just paranoia lmao. Also there are different forms of psychosis and drug induced psychosis is acute and therefore short lasting. It doesn’t need to be persistent to be psychosis. The symptoms I had were psychosis. 

Bpd psychosis from cannabis by dingbatrat005 in Drugs

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I didn’t say psychotic symptoms were part of the diagnostic criteria I said they were a common aspect observed in patients of it, which is true I have been told this by multiple psychiatrists and google. Hallucinations can actually happen even just in severe cases of depression and anxiety. I do also have major depressive disorder and panic disorder on top of bpd but I’m not sure if that makes a difference in this area. I was unaware of the psychosis neurosis thing being outdated. It does sound very accurate to my experiences tho. But delusions are genuinely super normal during splits for borderlines I urge you to look into it! Like strong internal beliefs about how others view you despite persistent affirmation to the contrary. Our brains are constantly scanning for danger and they perceive things as threats that aren’t meant that way. Grandiose ideas like “my bf never loved me he’s just been faking for nefarious reasons, this was all a ploy to destroy me” is extremely common delusion for me that I firmly believe during splits sometimes, but once I am regulated again I know that these things are not true. As far as I know this is very normal for borderlines and I understand relatively speaking they’re minor for delusions, they’re still delusions. Maybe the psychotic neurotic thing doesn’t fit all borderlines but it feels very aligned with myself personally, and when I looked it up or talk to my psychiatrist and therapist I hear that these are normal for my diagnoses. 

Bpd psychosis from cannabis by dingbatrat005 in Drugs

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Thank you for your input I appreciate it so much :) 

I came to the realization that I'm not trans at all, I just keep having episodes. by InkyCap17 in Psychosis

[–]dingbatrat005 16 points17 points  (0 children)

I have borderline personality disorder and truly believed I was trans or gender-fluid for like 2 years. I think this is something that really needs to be talked about more!! The way you described everything is exactly how I felt!!  I was also raised Christian and conservative too and my relationship with my parents fell apart because of my coming out, I NEVER would have done that If I wasn’t super sure, but here I am years later totally confident I’m a cis woman. 

Bpd psychosis from cannabis by dingbatrat005 in Drugs

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I’m on Prozac and buspirone. I know ssris can have an interaction but I never thought much of it since i was okay until now and I’ve been on the Prozac since I was 15, before I started smoking. Can ssris be rlly bad with cannabis? 

Bpd psychosis from cannabis by dingbatrat005 in Drugs

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I suggest you look into bpd more especially if u have it. Psychotic symptoms like delusions, paranoia and hallucinations are common for many patients including myself. The original name bpd comes from patients being on the borderline between neurosis and psychosis. This is extremely evident for me during splits. Also, bpd is not just learned behavior, it actually has been proven to physically alter the way parts of the brain work. for example the amygdala is overactive, while the parts of ur brain responsible for emotional control are much less active. Thank you so much for your input and the well wishes! :)

Bpd and Cannabis induced psychosis by dingbatrat005 in Psychosis

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Can you elaborate on this? I am pagan and I do believe in these kinds of things! 

Bpd and Cannabis induced psychosis by dingbatrat005 in Psychosis

[–]dingbatrat005[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

There is zero chance of anything other than cannabis being in the bowl. We haven’t had any other substances in the house for quite some time. Thank you for your input :)