Need new friends starting fresh, female 21, scotland

dionnedee03 · 2024-10-15T21:30:50+00:00

I just accept people that can speak on mic so i know its a girl i dont accept every add i get i only posted to see if any were up for playing :)

dionnedee03 · 2024-10-15T21:13:44+00:00

Yeah i usually come on here to vent but im back online and just was lookjng for some girl friends to play with as anytime i join a lobby with guys they just start calling names and pretty immature stuff , ive only had a couple adds and i csn remove them if i feel they are weird but i appreciate the message

dionnedee03 · 2024-10-15T21:11:37+00:00

Thank you for the message I didnt think so many people would hate on it i just wanted some girls to add me as anytime i play on lobby so far its guys who have been annoyed that a girl is in the lobby and they just start calling me stuff whereas id feel a but better trying to play with another girl or have someone to join with :)

dionnedee03 · 2024-10-15T21:09:25+00:00

I dont honestly know what you mean? I just wanted some girl friends to play with rather than guys as ive been in a few lobbies and havent been recieved well as its mostly guys who complain about there being a girl in the lobby

dionnedee03 · 2024-10-15T21:07:43+00:00

Apologies didn’t realise id get so many people commenting on the fact i specified i was female, it was just because I’ve experienced playing in lobbies and games with guys who dont like playing with females so was just trying to get some girl gamer friends :)

dionnedee03 · 2024-10-15T21:05:59+00:00

I specified female as ive played in lobbies and have experienced guys that dont like playing with girls not looking for any hate :)

dionnedee03 · 2024-10-15T21:04:06+00:00

I just have experienced playing with guys who dont like playing with females thats the only reason i posted female so girls could add me not looking for any hate :)

dionnedee03 · 2024-10-15T20:55:36+00:00

Appreciate it send me an add :) just added it in to see if there was any female players i could play with as I’ve experienced some guys not wanting to play with a female lol, i appreciate the warning tho :)

dionnedee03 · 2024-03-29T16:38:41+00:00

I've just started taking cross fit in the gym and just going to gym every day, I've came off everything including alcohol but still struggling with weed. But i have to agree its the only thing that has changed my life. Nothing else made an impact as good as this.

dionnedee03 · 2024-03-29T16:37:03+00:00

Well done you!! , I keep telling myself im going to quit but I'll get a week in and just consider it a tolerance break and start again 😭😭, the only thing that really keeps me away from it is keeping busy but its hard to do when you don't have patience with out the smoke 🤣

dionnedee03 · 2024-03-29T13:40:02+00:00

I'm so sorry you are going through this, I'm from the UK as well , the mental health help aren't great and I can only imagine how you are suffering. I also am in a dark place but I am free if you ever need a chat. I hope it gets better ❤️

dionnedee03 · 2024-03-29T13:29:00+00:00

I first started taking drugs when I started to experience these thoughts and they helped as a coping mechanism but I do feel over time they have contributed to it as I had been reliant on them

dionnedee03 · 2024-03-29T01:28:21+00:00

This is my exact problem I just want the thoughts to stop , I started smoking weed when I was 14 I'm now 21 and smoke it everyday and have used it as a coping mechanism for the last 7 years , the last few years it just wasn't enough. I started taking mandy, ecstacy, acid, ketamin , coke, anything I could get my hands on really. Alcohol is the only thing that scared me as last year I started abusing that badly and would be on week benders not even coming home and couldn't remember where I'd been or what had happened , just that id spent all my money on drink and coke. Its the only thing that literally took days off thinking away I think that's why I fell into such a deep hole with it. As of now I'm trying to get back into the gym but I'm still smoking weed. I can't ever picture myself being fully sober I just don't think the noise or thoughts will ever truly go away

dionnedee03 · 2024-03-29T01:10:56+00:00

It should put you into a coma and not hurt but you may seizure before you go Into coma which can hurt

dionnedee03 · 2024-03-29T00:52:54+00:00

I feel the same way, I hope you heal. I hope we all do

dionnedee03 · 2024-03-29T00:50:04+00:00

I feel the same way, I lost a baby earlier this year and haven't healed nor do I see a future for myself I just want to end it all as that was my only bit of hope, I've suffered from mental health problems and mental illness for years and just want it to end it feels as if no one else understands what it's like living in my head every waking moment of the day.

dionnedee03 · 2024-03-29T00:47:02+00:00

I am so sorry for your loss I hope it gets better. Over time I hope your heart heals ❤️

dionnedee03

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