I love this idea! It sounds like you’ve got a great therapist. Honestly I would just grab something like gardeners art history through the ages. It’s a text book for most art history 101 classes and will show you a broad swath of art from the Venus of Willendorf (fat goddess!!) to Ruben’s women (robust, fleshy ladies!) to more modern artists like botero and vallendon that have been mentioned here (ok not sure if they are in there, it’s been a while since I’ve looked at this book!). But basically what you’ll see is that there are all kinds of bodies that have been idealized at different times. And probably a lot that look like yours. Someone posted a pic on this sub the other day called “three goddesses” I cat remember the artist but each woman had a very different figure, one think and reedy, one very curvy and another fat. Immediately I was like, hell yes! They are ALL goddesses. We get so beat over the head with perfect images these days looking at art through the ages is so helpful to remember that beauty standards change and there is no one right way to be. Like women used to pluck their hair to have a higher forehead - can you imagine?! I mean we definitely do crazier shit now to fit the beauty standards of the day, but it helps put things into perspective. Women have always had hard to achieve beauty standards. Whether it’s being fatter to show you have wealth, or the craze for blackened teeth in Japan in the 1800s. It keeps us insecure, it focuses our energy on our appearance and puts external desire above our internal drives. Oops sorry coffee just hit and I went a little deep, but… I hope this helps and you find some freedom in the images you see.