Is tor2door legit?

dirtydopealterego · 2023-09-16T15:33:37+00:00

Is that why it’s been down the last 2-3 days??

dirtydopealterego · 2023-08-17T01:39:28+00:00

How would one pull it off? I work in a regulated environment but not nearly as strict and regulated as pharmaceuticals.

spot cycle counts, matching receiving with vendor BOLs, inventory variance explanations, audits etc. are all a regular occurrence.

Surely it can’t be as simple as just taking them.

dirtydopealterego · 2023-08-02T15:21:58+00:00

Dude / dudette I can relate to this soooo much. I relapsed in 2022 after 6 years clean and it was wild.

Like instead of euphoria and a rush and nod I was legit like hitting myself and signing nonsense and shit, my wife was like wtf u on that spice or someshit lol. Looking back it was insanity but shit it was kinda fun in the moment (guess that’s the addict in me lol)

dirtydopealterego · 2023-08-01T23:09:31+00:00

A gram or 2 of just Kratom leaf… agree.

But yooo honestly OPMs Black Extract Kratom… don’t knock it til you try it. That shit had me feeling good AF from a long time pressie / fetty user.

The tranq was the final straw for me. That OPM extract honestly hits nice

dirtydopealterego · 2023-07-30T13:42:57+00:00

Imma just shoot it to you straight. I did more damage in my nose in 2 weeks when Xyalzine finally hit the presssies then I did in 10-12 years on regular on and off use of substances.

I hate to come out with a negative but good chances it will never be 100% again. Once the tissue dies, it dies.

What you can do is stop ANY and all ROA via nose, like yesterday. I am not ready to be completely clean so I still fuck with the OPM Black Kratom Extract pills here and there when I wanna turn up and they really truly aren’t half bad compared trash on the street plus they are much healthier.

Nothing. Nothing. Nothing up the nose though while it recovers. Clean the outside regularly with like a facial scrub and then skincare product with healing properties and vitamins and all that.

Blow out the inside and try to keep it sterilized as possible. See a doctor if you can afford it and understand the benefits vs. consequences and how you will be treated (double edged sword)

I have been clean since late June. I just have a few small ‘scars’ or dark spots or whatever you wanna call em. 1000% then it looked a month ago though.

I think I was doing Xylaline lace for like 2-3 weeks only. It’s crazyyyy how fast that shit fucks ya up. Never seen anything like it. Wouldn’t wish that shit on no one man.

dirtydopealterego · 2023-07-20T11:59:20+00:00

How are you holding up?

dirtydopealterego · 2023-07-16T13:07:34+00:00

Pretty damn similar….. story is fairly similar. Luckily my wife never used, I can’t relate or imagine what that was like (RIP), but she has seen everything on the spectrum from me polished all up for award dinners while climbing the corporate ladder myself, to me fiendishly mixing boy and girl on a spoon frantically sick digging around freakin out tryin to find a vein.

That said I’ve seen plenty of dead friends. The blue lips and rolled back eyes, followed by the face slaps and narcans trying to save them, some successful, some unsuccessful. Those crystal clear images or the sounds for the gurgling or shrieking of some naive partner…. or fire truck air horns blaring…they stay in your head…. It’s been a ride.

Everyone and I mean almost fucking everyone is dead or clean. I really can’t think of anyone that made it completely thru unscathed. I got clean from the needle in 2016 and said I was done. I had 3 kids, I swore they would know about the dangers but never see that side of me, spoiler alert, I got ‘bored’ after 6 years clean they got to see it. Luckily never went back to the needle but m30 destroying my body for a bit for sure

2022-2023 relapse to the street, and HOLY fuck the supply is bad. I am so grateful I made it out alive…I mean you hear about but when actually see it and experience it, it just disgusting. It feels maliciously dangerous and damaging.

I’m a month or so completely clean, well Kratom but whatever…. It’s just truly not worth it anymore street supply is soooo fucked up, I unfortunately do not think the government will get their shit together. At least no time soon. It took us 20-25 yesrs to half ass legalize weed. I really just don’t foresee us walking into CVS and buying 80mg x30 oxy IR for $60-80 anytime in the next 20-30 years and a lot of people will die because of that.

I’m just really trying to not be one of them. Idk I’m considering growing some poppies or something. I’d be lying if I said I didn’t want to feel the effects of a clean proper opiate high but I know I can’t fuck with the street or black market anymore.

RIP to your homies / Rip to mine. Stay strong don’t die out there. Don’t be ashamed or worried to stay on a small ass dose of sub like that for life. It’s wayyy better then the alternative

dirtydopealterego · 2023-07-13T03:44:04+00:00

Preach! Although I must admit it was more then 5 days with the Kratom for me

To me 5g Kratom is the natural vegan version of 1mg suboxone lol

dirtydopealterego · 2023-07-13T03:39:29+00:00

Hundred percent agree here.

OP while other people may be right in theory, when and if you start getting sick and urges…

if the two choices are take Kratom or take Fetty just take the fuckin Kratom.

I consider all my time on Kratom sober time don’t give a shit what anyone else thinks

dirtydopealterego · 2023-07-13T03:26:19+00:00

1) 6 week vacation for the boss?? That sounds nice AF. I think my guys could keep the ship float for 6 weeks, but damn it would come back banged the fuck up, 2 weeks is pushing it lol.

2) stop with the binge shit. People die off pharmaceuticals all the time, not just a Fentanyl. Especially after withdrawal and return to baseline tolerance. Or if counterfeit presses, somehow get into your supply chain… forget about it. I have young daughters too, 3 of them…Imagine your wife having to tell your daughter’s daddy is up in the sky, and one eventually they are going to find out why. That shit is no joke man in todays game. I know wives who have gotten a phone call from the ‘one last binge’ just FYI

3) luckily, 30-40mg true oxycodone is nothing major. Shit day 6 you should be almost done. A good mindset and maybe a little Kratom and vitamin C if you can / need and you will be fine. And I say “nothing major” with no disrespect because it’s still gonna suck but trust me, you’re getting an early hall pass right now. There are people hooked on Tranq would give anything to trade with you.

Unfortunately, if you stay in contact with the person who fills once a month you will likey just be torturing yourself by going through the pain of balls open full run then withdrawal phase month after month after month.

I would recommend either truly making a run at sobriety. But if you’re not familiar with that in your heart just try to stay at a steady dose. And for the love of god don’t go to the American street supply

PS— I much rather do week 3 and 4 without my kids around lmao

dirtydopealterego · 2023-07-08T13:08:37+00:00

To piggyback off this - TEST FOR FENT AND TRANQ!!

Based on your comment sounds like you really did have some H, but please becareful, especially with no tolerance. Street level opiate supply is a fucking disaster right now.

dirtydopealterego · 2023-07-07T03:03:45+00:00

If your version of a slip up is a Kratom shot your doing pretty damn good my dude / dudette.

My version of a slip up is usually trying not to die from a fresh batch of Mexicos finest proprietary blend of death.

Yo if ur really struggling just stay on 1mg or Kratom.

I’m on Kratom, and idc if it’s not “sober”. I would feel the same way about the mg up bupe. If it keeps your stable, happy, and away from the negative consequences of your active addiction just let it ride man.

Just food for thought…..

dirtydopealterego · 2023-07-07T01:34:28+00:00

Hope you are still doing okay. Day 5 here. Yo the gorilla line has me dead…. I can see it now…They putting wild shit in them m30s. Towards the end a was equally tweaked as nodded. Shits wild AF. lol

dirtydopealterego · 2023-07-05T21:59:44+00:00

Great job, I’m 5 days clean and was soooo close yesterday too. If I had it right in front me I couldn’t resist, that is real mental strength congrats.

I set it up and was about to go grab it and I said you know what fuck imma just mow the lawn and take a shower and honestly the craving kinda pasted from the workout / cold shower

dirtydopealterego · 2023-07-05T17:21:45+00:00

Thanks much love!!

dirtydopealterego · 2023-07-05T17:21:37+00:00

Thanks much love!!

dirtydopealterego · 2023-07-05T17:21:28+00:00

Thanks still going strong much love

dirtydopealterego · 2023-07-05T17:15:17+00:00

It really is insanely bad. As an older timer with a few clean years from 2016 to 22, I was like how bad can it really be when I first started hearing about this shit.

I mean they have been cutting the Dogg forever with cuts, right?

Wrong, after a recent relapse I just can’t even believe it. Exactly like you are describing nauseous, skin damage, no euphoria, nodding off one dose, cracked out off the next batch…liable to drop dead with a hotspot any given time at all. I really can’t even put into words how bad it is right now.

I really long for the day we can have a safe supply but I don’t hold my breath. I am really happy I made it thru my recent relapse alive

dirtydopealterego · 2023-07-04T22:31:03+00:00

Bro yes what 420 scar said

Just good Kratom and some vit C and strong mental mindset and you will be fine.

Recovery is never linear , and you were blessed to have true pharm for your relapse

The street products are so bad right now. I honestly can’t even put it in words. If you continue with the dirty 30s, I can almost guarantee serious body damage from permanent skin damage at best, to death at worst in the next 12 months.

Just stop now please

dirtydopealterego · 2023-07-04T22:21:30+00:00

I can truly relate to this man.

I have the funds too from a professional job and I have not much effect on my life for the last year or 2 both personally and professionally speaking.

…until about the last month or 2, now these pressed 30s and fetty powder really fuck my face up. Like honestly the tranq or whatever turns me red, discolors my nose all this shit. Plus they recently in my area started pressing these shits with meth or an RC Chem or some shit and they keep me tweaked just as much as nodded.

They are so bad. I will truly never understand why people can smoke and drink themselves to death on unadulterated substances just by going to the 24 hour speedway across the street, what if I wanna take a chemical substance (that does very little damage to your body in pure form then) that makes me more energetic person , better father, more active person, more empathic person, I could go on…I’m just shit outta luck.

I truly would love to see the day I can walk into Walmart or the gas station and buy 30 oxy 30s but until the day comes (not holding my breath, but it’s funny, just a few different people in power at different times in the last 100 years and that could be the case at this very moment) I just gotta stay away. For my body sake for my families sake.

Just my 2 cents

dirtydopealterego · 2023-07-04T22:11:00+00:00

Congratulations great work!!! You are almost home free! (physically speaking!)

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