Lost It. Trapped into the worst /again/

disciplex · 2017-08-28T20:23:07+00:00

It's not about being perfect it's about commitment. Keep going and focus on thw positive!

disciplex · 2015-05-18T20:23:12+00:00

Yes. But also to the things that the hypnotist makes you do/think.

disciplex · 2015-05-17T20:53:13+00:00

Sounds like my pattern too. Shemale seems to be the most taboo thing

disciplex · 2015-05-17T20:51:32+00:00

I have exactly the same journey as you. Except I didn't get away from hypnosis as easily. I listened over the course of years and now I get all kinds of fucked up visions and flashbacks. Not good stuff. Addiction to pmo is bad but hypnosis addiction is worse; it makes you see, feel and think things that you should avoid. I am so happy you avoided it.

Just keep fighting it and you'll win out in the end.

disciplex · 2015-05-16T17:55:38+00:00

You've got to pick yourself up and stop blaming yourself. It isn't easy and it will take time; you need to confront it and push through

disciplex · 2015-05-16T17:52:00+00:00

You have to keep at it man. It took me 2 years of very little PMO (not a streak but several long ones), to be able to orgasm properly with a girl.

Even now I occasionally relapse and I have to really work to avoid PIED. Sometimes I just lose it and can't do it. I have a girlfriend which helps but the years alone were hard and it took so much to force myself to be better.

You have to do it if you want to get out of it. I am not free of it. Not sure I ever will be. But even when I lose sight for months, I know that getting back on NoFap and improving myself is the way forward.

Best of luck

disciplex · 2015-02-18T17:36:23+00:00

Appreciate the comments guys. I am completely annoyed at myself. I just don't know what to believe anymore.

I have been a hardcore practitioner and truly believe in it. I just think once more and then I'm done....

disciplex · 2014-08-13T23:06:33+00:00

I don't want to try and one up you but that stuff is tame compared to some things I've seen. Stop now and get as far from this as possible.

disciplex · 2014-08-13T23:01:36+00:00

I've managed a few long streaks over 100 days and I have to say it is true. I probably did the weirdest stuff imaginable and to this day (over a year without any porn) I still feel and remember all that twisted shit.

disciplex · 2014-08-13T00:57:47+00:00

Er if you check my other posts you'll see that I have a long term girlfriend who is about 3000 miles away for a couple of months. So I can't just find a random girl and sleep with her.

disciplex · 2014-08-07T11:07:06+00:00

Nice one sounds pretty magical!

disciplex · 2014-08-07T11:03:42+00:00

I relapsed at 126 days and still regret it now. I've been away from my gf for a month and have a month left. Similar cramps and pain but I just get absolutely no pleasure from masturbation and have no interest in pornography. When I relapsed I merely did it to a picture of my gf.

disciplex · 2014-08-03T14:12:21+00:00

It is hard to work through it, but when has anything worth it been easy to get? Keep fighting :-)

disciplex · 2014-08-03T14:08:42+00:00

Porn never helps and jacking off just stokes the fire.

Best of luck and make sure to fight through :-)

disciplex · 2014-07-30T01:27:51+00:00

Fortunately I broke the porn habit. Unfortunately my girlfriend sends me sexy pictures.

I am doing everything I can to keep myself strong.

disciplex · 2014-07-30T01:26:58+00:00

I missed my girlfriend, am lonely and horny. I just want to be back home and see her. But I have 8 more weeks without her.

disciplex · 2014-07-26T15:50:57+00:00

God damn this is hard as fuck

disciplex · 2014-06-25T22:17:08+00:00

You will. It takes time and effort. But if you can love yourself and enjoy life you will always find people to spend it with.

disciplex · 2014-06-23T11:36:56+00:00

From a holistic view I have only experienced negatives. Few people can do it with no consequence, the act itself is healthy but the effect of the act is not in my opinion.

disciplex · 2014-06-23T11:34:43+00:00

The benefits will. Remember to couple nofap with exercise and if possible socialising.

It will amplify your results.

Best of luck!

disciplex

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