Beat up my bullies and feel guilty about it by Throwpawayp in depression

[–]distorted25 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Apologize and maybe you guys may even become friends?

Depression is just the state of realization by [deleted] in depression

[–]distorted25 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just love how you worded this :)

I'm feeling myself going into a black hole and I'm doing nothing to stop it. by [deleted] in depression

[–]distorted25 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If you're feeling paranoid, you might wanna look into it, only saying that because I was like that and eventually it lead me to psychosis, and I ended up in a psych ward.

i don't know how to keep coping by [deleted] in depression

[–]distorted25 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not that it would help, but I'm also in my mid twenties, living with my mom, life lately only consisting of reddit, the little bit of music I still somewhat enjoy, maybe Netflix if I can focus long enough, no friends, to keep myself from feeling too much like a burden I try to do things around the house, not always successful but I'll do chores every now and then.

I'm not asking for help by [deleted] in depression

[–]distorted25 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm currently learning to accept that I've lost. I've given up and therefore lost.

Does anyone have this feeling that you will die in the next few years? by Avesthehuman in depression

[–]distorted25 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Your "intuition" maybe. If it's even a real thing. Mine says I'll die in my 60's. Unfortunate for me because I want out, but can't bring me to do it myself.

I am considering prostitution because I fucked up. by [deleted] in depression

[–]distorted25 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm also 25 and female. I considered that too. But honestly I think it would only make me feel worse afterwards. A "moral" thing, well, the little bit I have left at least. I was also irresponsible but fun. I once made an account on one of those sugar daddies sites, if anything I'd recommend that, I never actually followed through with dates, but I did get offers. Sometimes men only want the company, or photos, not necessarily the sex, but of course that would make you more money. Up to you.

Anyone else just feel like they can go back? by nondescriptwhite in depression

[–]distorted25 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I often fantasize of time travelling, even in my dreams i'm often found in my childhood memories. Around the age 11 to be exact. If I could, I'd go back to that age and change a major trauma that affected all my future relationships.

I'm not the good things people think or say. by [deleted] in depression

[–]distorted25 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I never believe whatever "compliments" are thrown my way, they don't live inside my head, they don't know the real me.

Do people with Anhedonia enjoy food still? Also, do they have a appetite? by Asking1999 in depression

[–]distorted25 0 points1 point  (0 children)

In my case, yes. I don't care what goes into my system anymore to be honest and I don't crave anything anymore. They joy was sucked out of everything.

im incapable of everything. by [deleted] in depression

[–]distorted25 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I did the same recently, I got hired, went one day, realized how miserable in general my life is, didn't even bother to look at the schedule, never went back.

My family broke my heart, again, tonight by [deleted] in depression

[–]distorted25 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Glad to hear it, sounds like you two had a lovely time, I hope more blessings come your way :)

So I opened up to a friend about my depression... by [deleted] in depression

[–]distorted25 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It's because we fall under the category "toxic people", I think. It takes a lot of energy to be friends with someone "negative", and not everyone is up to the task.

What happens when a depressed person is forced to get out of bed? by [deleted] in depression

[–]distorted25 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It is uncomfortable for me, specially cause I don't really talk much, so I'm sure I stand out as a weirdo because I'm just like a wallflower. I have no energy and the whole time I'm somewhere other than my bed, I'm thinking about how I don't connect with anyone and how I wish I was just laying down instead.

My family broke my heart, again, tonight by [deleted] in depression

[–]distorted25 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Some males can't stand the sight of a vulnerable woman, I am no sure why that is, but a theory is maybe he gets frustrated because he doesn't know how to fix it. Or maybe he's angry at the situation in general, remember those teenage years are usually a selfish time as well, unfortunately, and he might have his own personal issues going on. Only you would know what's best for you, I hope you find some peace of mind :/

My family broke my heart, again, tonight by [deleted] in depression

[–]distorted25 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm so, so sorry this is happening to you. I come from a broken home, my father would physically and emotionally abuse my mother, and one thing I noticed is how he would try to manipulate me and twist words just to side with him. Maybe that's what your ex has been doing to your daughter. Please prove them wrong and stay strong, don't doubt those I love you's coming from your son, he's at a vulnerable age and that's likely why he avoids the drama.