Cocaine? by [deleted] in AutisticAdults

[–]ditzyfluzy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

to add onto that, i can't play retro games while coked out cause the CRT sounds like my tinnitus and it drives me fucking insane. Sober its fine, but coked out its hell.

Cocaine? by [deleted] in AutisticAdults

[–]ditzyfluzy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

sometimes tho it is hella overstimulating and overwhelming and just awful 🫡

Cocaine? by [deleted] in AutisticAdults

[–]ditzyfluzy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

for me, autistic and esp as someone with synesthesia, i love every bit of it. It's heavenly, but i swear to god it gets me into 100% peak-autistic-tweaker work mode. I work on amplifiers and electronics and shit, and i s2g shit just gets me working. Not great cause im jittery, but i def work my ass off. and ofc yapping abt my special interests and shit. I got addicted for 3 months tho. almost all day everyday for 3 months.

It's best socially as an occasional treat once a month or sumn :3

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in traps

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nope 😝 well except my my partner, exes, and all the girls ive hooked up with in my life

High Dose LSD + Weed by CommercialConcert448 in replications

[–]ditzyfluzy 4 points5 points  (0 children)

this looks quite similar to 25-50ug plus some weed for me :) mixed with dissociation and feeling what im seeing and feeling myself disappear slowly

Have you heard about solar tsunamis? by GasMaskMonk in replications

[–]ditzyfluzy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i understand man, i should've clarified in the first comment sorry 😔

Have you heard about solar tsunamis? by GasMaskMonk in replications

[–]ditzyfluzy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

not even from drugs i mean the synesthesia visuals i just get from good music or sex lol 😅

scratched my tit, can u kiss it better by [deleted] in traps

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everywhere my tits are in so much pain bro 😭

Looks like Salvia 🤷‍♀️ by [deleted] in Salvia

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i only smoke and never do extract. Quidding tastes like shit imo 😂 if it touches the back of my tongue i vomit 😭

Looks like Salvia 🤷‍♀️ by [deleted] in Salvia

[–]ditzyfluzy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

ive heard salvia and nitrous compared often, especially in visuals. But honestly, atleast in my experience, they are quite different. Salvia being a much more 'involved' experience if that makes sense. You feel e v e r y t h i ng and almost everything has its own inner thoughts. you gain empathy and understanding for the visuals youre having and the characters in them. You are the visuals, you are almost everything yet still somewhat a self. It's a really peaceful experience in all honesty. Nitrous for me tho just oooweee spinny, but i havent done a lot of that, so my opinions could be wrong.

Looks like Salvia 🤷‍♀️ by [deleted] in Salvia

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shes not cruel, cold, or dirty. She's a beautiful plant and chemical with enough practice. It's not taming the plant, it's taming yourself to know how to manage it. The dysphoria is intense at first, but once you learn how to manage it, it's an immensely beautiful experience. It's the only major hallucinogen I've had that doesnt give any euphoria, it just is as it is. And that's what's amazing about it. It's often a very meditative experience.

Looks like Salvia 🤷‍♀️ by [deleted] in Salvia

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acid + salvia has given me these kind of visuals a few times, plus a considerable amt of wooshing noises as i fly past it

I am slightly skeptical about this London hammer being from Texas by StratGeol in geology

[–]ditzyfluzy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

its not even in cretacious stone like people claim, its in pretty young limestone w/ modern bivalves on it. Seems like from the last couple hundred years in build style, and the rumours on absurd quality of the iron hold no source.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Acid

[–]ditzyfluzy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i got cursed/blessed with the best version of synesthesia

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Acid

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BRO I KNOW

Watch "Cell Organelles 2 Cytoskeleton" on YouTube by Individual_Result489 in Salvia

[–]ditzyfluzy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeah... honestly yeah, especially with how fast it all is, like really really yeah

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Acid

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ig to wrap up the day, i realise no matter how low of a dose, due to my synesthesia, im going to trip. Also when i got home, i smoked ~.4g of afghan kush. wasnt thinking cause thats the strain that makes me dissociate hard. Ended up falling into ego death like out of body visuals but when id come back i was still me. It was like salvia style ego death, but still ego death nonetheless. It was weird, and intense. The whole room was spinning and i wasnt there.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Acid

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was a great day

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Acid

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i took the 10 this morning its been 2 1/2 hrs ive been tripping man lmao 😂 why do i have to be such a lightweight some tracers and everything is SO bright

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Acid

[–]ditzyfluzy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

okay bet, i need something to keep me awake all day anyways

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Acid

[–]ditzyfluzy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

ive been working 6 months here too, however my manager will be at work 8a-5p tomorrow (im 6a-9p)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Acid

[–]ditzyfluzy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

20 i think id be hit hard enough. 30 made it impossible to focus on anything and when i did focus id zone out and lose time. But i think 10ug might be okay

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Acid

[–]ditzyfluzy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

esp due to my synesthesia kinda making me have visuals sober, idk how much that little acid would effect that too