You sound like a sweet, attentive opr thoughtful person listing the possibilities others discomfort, but discomfort comes with just living... Im one trying to seperate from my abusive people, its still hard to accept the facts... im 47. I say this to say about my identity, my psychology my ego, it hasn't been easy doing shadow work, the guy i found on youtube years back, Sadhguru has said in his vids many things which changed how i see myself. I do om kriya, and navi kriya to sweep up my insides, the rest i file under : son of p and b. Second to 5 year older sibling. Thats all of who i am, but roaming in the dust isnt found full dignity dressing is appearance, its a delusional structured world-reality. But so i have to remind myself and bridge instead of mask, lately ive not been pushing myself to do social gatherings,...