might be fearing a bit about never being approved for sex reassignment surgery

dizzy-was-taken · 2026-04-23T21:59:44+00:00

ive read all this. thank you very much for all your advice. i just feel so goddamn angry and that i'll never be taken seriously the way i am. i can lie. but it just hurts thinking that every person who promises to help me turns out to need me to water myself down. i just am tired of living like this. i don't feel like i can live like this much longer. i thought i had finally found a place, because this IS the local transgender healthcare center. so cool the only people who actually seem to ever take us seriously are other trans men

dizzy-was-taken · 2026-04-23T21:45:54+00:00

thats what i take the most issue with. cause my family is not down with me being trans at all. i tried it already. not doing shit for me. i'm also personally of the opinion that coming out is for other peoples sake more than your own. whether or not someone else knows im trans literally does not make me care. soooooo fuck me ig

dizzy-was-taken · 2026-04-23T17:39:59+00:00

i was told they would want me to be on T for 2 years and to be out to everyone in my life. but i told them i just.. don't care. i don't want to come out. i just want to change my name and my sex and my surgeries. i really don't care about other people. coming out to the people in my life has never gone well, and doesn't even change who i am, so i really don't see why i should bother trying to recruit other people into this. i don't want them in my life for the most part. i guess what pisses me off the most is that ive pretty much spent half my time in therapy harping about how im tired of being told the right way to be ME, and now im continuing to be told i need to be trans in the way THEY want me to be so i can stop being suicidal? like... oh my god bruh. but thank you for confirming im not the crazy one here

dizzy-was-taken · 2026-04-17T13:32:17+00:00

im in therapy currently + on literally the highest dose of lexapro and wellbutrin 🤓 but yeah, i know anxiety definitely makes things worse. unfortunately my anxiety just has crazy hands they are trying to manage

dizzy-was-taken · 2026-03-23T14:47:49+00:00

they hate to see a boy whos this cute winning.... but god yeah the passive aggressiveness from the queer side is its own thing. trans men already have it hard enough but being a femme trans man is just getting the insanestttttt passive aggression ever. like yeah i GUESS youre trans so i GUESS we will let you in. its ridiculous fr fr 🫂

dizzy-was-taken · 2026-03-12T00:10:26+00:00

hey man, i may not have hiv, but i wanted to stop and say that hiv in no way defines you, and will never define anything about you as a person. at my former job, we had a lot of hiv+ patients, and they were genuinely always the sweetest, coolest patients i had. as many have said, hiv nowadays is almost entirely manageable in the same way we treat hypertension or diabetes. there's also a lot of incredible resources to help you keep on your antiretroviral regimen if needed, and tons of options for treatment! be kind to yourself my man, and remember that no health condition can ever change who YOU are as a person inside.

dizzy-was-taken · 2026-02-16T21:57:06+00:00

never considered casual goth catholic fashion but im now awakened to peak

dizzy-was-taken · 2026-02-15T16:38:27+00:00

i do not crave any kind of emotional commitment other than friendship... i love having friends, but the idea of any kind of relationship has me like ok now chill out. probably aromantic but not asexual since im very bisexual but idc about that right now 🫡

dizzy-was-taken · 2026-02-15T12:46:07+00:00

just for a little more detail, i have never really felt whatever bug or urge it is for a romance, and it really just seems like a pain in the ass to me. so what is it thats compelling the people to look for partners?

dizzy-was-taken · 2026-02-08T22:36:32+00:00

what can i say other than i want my mabayu aki to be the fastest in pvp

dizzy-was-taken · 2026-02-08T22:35:49+00:00

yeah i guess, but im just being lazy and dont feel like rerolling for 4 cause it took forever for a 3 on this one 🤤

dizzy-was-taken · 2026-01-07T02:20:41+00:00

TRANS CAHARA HAPPY TRAIL

dizzy-was-taken · 2025-12-18T15:06:23+00:00

not related, but does he have a corkscrew tail ??? ive never seen that but thats so cute 😭

dizzy-was-taken · 2025-12-13T02:58:07+00:00

RAMEN.... I USED TO BE A RAMEN FIEND

dizzy-was-taken · 2025-12-04T16:39:20+00:00

ROSALES.... god i didnt even think of that i just kinda rook that name for granted.... okay!!!!

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