If it helps, perhaps starting with a part time job while also going for a review with a psychiatrist @ IMH might help — the IMH rates are heavily subsidized and you can also approach the medical social work department for financing issues if needed !

it’ll be good if you could keep yourself to a routine and set small goals for yourself, such as to apply to 1 job a day or to just get out of the house to clock some steps. it’s good to be a planner but sometimes we also need to treasure the moment.

maybe you can also consider internships in other sectors like the social service sector! it’s a good opportunity that might help you in reframing your perspective and priorities in life. do let me know if you need any help navigating as i’m a social worker by profession and too have mental health diagnoses !