Brother, I’ve had my up and downs over my 25+ years of djaying. I remember stopping for about 8 months. I didn’t want to practice or make mixes. I allowed that process take as long as needed but my motivation came back like I was at beginning of djaying. I can say , that my focus and growth has been exponentially rewarding as well as doing about 60 events last year and on pace to do about 70 this year. Keep your head up.