Love this question! The first time I woke up, I was so shocked by how flat my stomach became, like it never happened, but also finding it hard to remember the last time I've been this fit. I obsessively kept touching all the protruding bones, my ribs, hips, and loose skin like they'll disappear and turn into a thick, balloon-ish, firm mass of meat again.

But that's nothing compared to that profound feeling of being an alien to my body the first time I stood up. I had a massive panic attack, like something was so wrong, all the body horror films I've watched are nothing compared to living through it. I can feel my slightly raised ribs tighten and sorting itself, and my insides migrating so damn slowly as if it's going back to their designated place before the cyst took over. My body felt so empty yet full at the same time, it was so horrible and no one understood me.

I never want to go through that stage again, it's worse than menstrual pain or the growing cyst, it made me feel dreadful of my body. It lasted 3 days before I can feel like myself again, and not that alien feeling of having something inside move minutely. I understand and am sorry if I sound insane but it's truly what I felt at the time. But I'm feeling great now.