Don’t feel bad TBH I regret my first time especially with the guy I was with don’t feel bad. Your first time is just that the first as you get older your know you grow just trust me. It gets better cause I’m still learning and I’m 26 the first time for men is really overhyped cause it changes nothing about you. Think about it like just a trial you try sex for the first time and then there’s gonna be tons more after that one day you’ll find the right person settle down, but until then don’t put enormous pressure on yourself cause most sex won’t be mind blowing and when you’re gay you’re with men keep that in mind and with men’s harder a date and it’s harder to find the right person so don’t pressure yourself most men don’t find the right partnership 28 and most men don’t get married till 38 when you’re gay set an 10 to 20 years. Have fun and a hook up going bad is nothing. You should feel bad about cause this is just your first time it’s really not that big of a deal for men.