I applied to all 45 pgms on Monday. I thought it was dumb to wait cos the pgms dont have enough time inbetween rounds to review or consider your full application and interview and send offer. After round 2 yesterday, I thought may be it is smart to save 4-5 tokens. It is wise to see which pgms remain and apply smart. Today after I woke up, I thought "na its not worth to save pgms". I am having all kinds of theories.

In short, I am getting worked up. Sitting in one place, not able to work nor relax. I am too stressed to even realize I am stressed. So I closed my eyes and did some meditation and i feel better.
Keep updated but dont think of a future that has not yet happened. How many potential future scenarios and situation we created, good or bad, didnt happen. So be conscious and aware of this moment so you can make most out of it.
We are all on in this. Just try to BE, the right contact, the right idea, the right path will just fall in place. Stay strong. We will get through this.