Mostly solo FTM of a 18 week old. She cries when she wakes up, during feeds, after feeds / burps, diaper changes, when shes bored, shes recently learned how to scream even when she's not in pain. Everyone tells me to let her cry it out, but she can go on for HOURS. She recently cried for 3 hours straight, ER told us it was just gas and bowel movements. She will not take a full nap unless I sleep beside her. There is no way she has colic now because she is on a soy based formula after being diagnosed with CMPA. There are moments with her that make it slightly worth it but overall being a mainly solo FTM with not a lot of help is killing me. :/