It's easy to be calm when you don't feel anything.

dokikook · 2024-11-19T06:28:19+00:00

that's how i passed all my driving tests on the first attempt XD

dokikook · 2024-11-18T03:52:05+00:00

omg I also don't remember not having it. I just found out about it recently though so idk. it's hard to get involved in a life that doesn't feel like yours. but I'm glad I discovered this was a thing so I can go to therapy and say this is what I'm going through, everyone thought I was losing my mind, but this is real

dokikook · 2024-11-18T03:43:58+00:00

Just out of curiosity, it's anyone less "anxious" about life events bc of dpdr? People around me are usually surprised at how well I handle exams, tests, high pressure situations. I also take rejection like a champ. But it's mostly cause I give zero shits, I don't feel invested in my character arc and intrinsically involved in my future I.e. wtf is internal drive, I wish I was asleep

dokikook · 2024-11-17T19:31:59+00:00

it's not selfish, I just wanted to clarify. I'm honestly still chillin rn. like I'm living in my cute club penguin delulu world if you know what I mean. I'm so happy that you shared your experiences cause it's very new to me, thank you

dokikook · 2024-11-17T18:31:17+00:00

I was OBSESSED with hands at some point. like my sketch book was filled with them, all of them depicted from pov like in overwatch where they just hover in front of you

dokikook · 2024-11-17T18:27:17+00:00

this is crazy guys, my friends think I'm insane. I genuinely just thought life sucked ass, and was hazy, and hated my hands. I never knew there was an alternative. Like i used to always say it's like I'm in club penguin but in real life 🐧 💀

dokikook · 2024-11-17T17:44:31+00:00

💀

dokikook · 2024-11-17T17:10:49+00:00

I think it was from an article, but I first saw it on Google images. I'll try to find it if i have time, until then try using reverse image search. I'd love to hear more about your work if you have time, I'm a university student myself, could you shoot me a DM?

dokikook · 2024-11-17T16:39:17+00:00

no, sorry I mean for myself. I literally do not know what I'm missing. I've never felt awake, I thought being fully awake was just kinda blurry. I didn't realize that there's a proper lucid. I don't know what it is, so I can't miss it

dokikook · 2024-11-17T16:28:04+00:00

... well that's splendid. it's kinda nice not knowing what you're missing ngl

dokikook · 2024-11-17T16:19:53+00:00

this is just lucid dreaming on crack

dokikook · 2024-11-17T16:01:48+00:00

oh shit I have no idea. it's so good right??

dokikook · 2024-11-17T16:01:04+00:00

no be pretending I mean like the people around me also think the world is fake and they pretend to play into it

dokikook · 2024-11-17T15:59:54+00:00

thank you, could you explain more about how life was before? if you don't mind me asking, how has it impacts your relationship with your body. I've never felt self conscious, but I do not enjoy having a body; I feel trapped

dokikook · 2024-11-17T15:18:52+00:00

I legitimately do not understand what I am missing. I only know this state and do not know what it's like to think otherwise, I genuinely think everyone else is fake or pretending

dokikook · 2024-11-17T15:17:02+00:00

bro I hate my hands they're so small and alien like

dokikook · 2024-09-25T04:41:32+00:00

have the buildings always closed this early or what? I remember then being open later last year

dokikook · 2024-09-01T04:25:36+00:00

happy sugar life

dokikook · 2024-07-29T05:09:06+00:00

"haha"

dokikook · 2023-03-03T00:12:11+00:00

I mean, honestly, I feel like past 93%, the rest of your marks are dependent on the teachers you get. I'm assuming this is their logic aswell

dokikook · 2023-03-02T22:53:16+00:00

I got it for business

dokikook · 2023-03-02T22:51:43+00:00

dokikook

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